[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] The elder god grants his young, alternate self some much needed space. He doesn't follow. He respects it. It's alright. That kind of recoil when something [i]too true[/i] slips too close. A reflexive pull against the gravity of self-knowledge. The danger of openness. The overwhelm of authenticity. The lack of tightly gripped control. Dirk's sliding his shades back up slowly, the eye contact lingers on Dirk just long enough to feel deliberate before they banish behind the lenses again.[br] [br][color=#f2a400]"Too long,"[/color] he says, straightening up and slipping his palms into his pockets. [color=#f2a400]"It took me countless dead timelines. Dozens of selves lost to arrogance, guilt, anger, martyrdom. Versions of me who thought they had to be [i]right[/i], rather than free. It took failing in ways I never admitted aloud. And still, it didn't click until I stopped trying to be an idea and started letting myself be a person. Be who... and [i]what[/i] I really am. I am unbound. I am myself, whole-heartedly and unyielding."[/color] 14:04:50
[br]Dirk reaches out this time, towards his counterpart, with his left hand. Tracing his fingers along his jawline with this touch that's so featherlight. Like Dirk's something precious, and well, in this being's own eyes... of course he is. Even in the manner he's [i]looking[/i] at him bleeds affection. There's a warm colored saturation around him this time. Vibrant. It isn't blinding, but intense in the genuineness of it.[br] [br][color=#f2a400]"You're exactly where I was when I started to want more than just survival. Somewhere in there, you've already got the bones of this version. You don't have to rush. Just... don't lie to yourself about what you want. That's where the poison starts."[/color] 14:05:02
[br]If, and only if, Dirk didn't completely reject that touch would he step in again. Closing the gap between them both once more. He'd use his touch to tilt Dirk's head back by the chin. [color=#f2a400]"... Dirk, you’re right to feel like it's a lot. Because it [i]is[/i]. But you don't have to do it alone, [i]amorcito[/i], you have others in your life. I know you do. And now? You've also got me. I'll guide you, if you desire it. You can ask me anything, Dirk. Nothing would be off the table. So, what'll it be?"[/color] 14:05:16
(([sub]we could be independent together[/sub] 14:07:18
[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] (( HELP LMAO-- 14:07:40
[color=#000000]~It's entertaining to feel Mindfang attempt to dig. Curious as she is, Lightbound and ever the spidertroll, she of course can't enter my mind. I feel it too, her attempts, it tickles. It isn't like a road block-- it's that my mind is unstageable for her to even perceive in the first place. I exist in a different plane. If I weren't entangled in something incredibly important and poignant, I'd tease her. But alas, I want to enlighten this Dirk to what can be. And offer something else entirely, as a treat. As a bonus. Let me love you boy. C'mere.~[/color] 14:19:54
((help? 14:20:43
(( lmao 14:21:06
(( mindfang is like damn can't do it right now i'm drunk 14:21:22
(( not knowing she just can't 14:21:28
(( *intangible [that was not Dirk's mistake that was mine I'm sorry king don't kill me.] 14:22:10
(( LMAO 14:22:19
(( later when she's sober and she sees him again she's gonna try again and find out 14:22:58
(( "Damn I drank too damn much 8ecause what the fuck..." 14:23:02
(( yea 14:23:09
(( Fuck around and find out, even. He WILL tease her about it too. 14:23:26
(( girl will and then lose 14:23:56
(( her poor ego gonna be shattered 14:24:33
(( That is actually hilarious to me. 14:24:37
(( HELP LMAO 14:24:40
(( mindfang actively sulking like damn i can't even do my own fucking job 14:25:08
(( Mindfang-- Mindfang babygirl what did you expect, going up against a man who embodies Ego in the most literal sense help-- 14:25:12
(( lmao 14:25:20
(( she doesn't know that she's just like damn someone bested me at my own game i'm old now fuck 14:25:55
(( "I guess I'm unc now." 14:26:09
(( her dramatic ass gonna be like i guess i'll go find a corner and die 14:26:21
(( "I [i]will[/i] keep your soul bound. My brother is fond of you." 14:26:57
(( girl is like you fucking what to my what 14:27:17
(( HAHAHAHAHA-- 14:27:25
(( more sulking ensues can't even die on my own terms for a second time 14:27:54
(( LMAOOOOOOO 14:28:03
(( she's just gonna be dramatic about her failures until dave returns then right after it's like oh hey im fine now 14:28:52
(( nothing happened 14:29:02
(( HELP LMAO 14:29:07
(( Dirk: Wow... just like that? Not that I can blame you. You have good taste. -- Dave: im literally top shelf selection you really cant do better than my fine freckled piece of ass 14:30:10
(( Dirk: And just like that, I'll leave you two to it. 14:30:31
(( LMAO 14:30:39
(( later mindfang is like you know dirk can read peoples minds 14:31:17
(( lmao 14:31:21
((god i just remembered my dirk has his goofy ass pantaloons on 14:31:28
((really setting the mood 14:31:31
(( yes 14:31:34
(( exactly 14:31:37
(( the sexiest of pantaloons 14:31:55
(( Dave: yeah i know he does it makes him more annoying than rose but i still love him anyways i just spam OIIAOIIA cat remixes in my brain to make him stop 14:33:52
(( LMAO 14:34:32
(( mindfang takes note that anyone entering daves mind get cat remixes in his brain 14:34:54
(( Dave: and like when im doing shit and hes peeking i will purposely misname shit and butcher the english language to give him an aneurism- god i love fucking with him 14:34:54
((man wait til dave finds out if dirk hooks up w another dirk 14:34:58
(( Dave: my brother did what 14:35:19
(( Dave: he did whAT-- 14:35:36
(( mindfang is over here like damn no wonder dave doesn't care about her mindreading and basically mind powers he just lives with dirks shit all the time 14:36:04
(( lmao 14:36:06
(( mindfang is like i thought it was normal for humans to just do that i don't understand 14:36:29
((anyways my dirk is about to make it gayer 14:36:40
((were maxing out the gaydar today 14:36:49
(( gaydar lmao 14:36:54
(( that shit broke 14:37:05
(( Dave: my mind might be open but the contents are "viewer discretion is advised" at all times because even i dont know what the fuck happens in there half the time i barely have a filter between that and what comes out of my mouth 14:37:22
(( mindfang: i just do not recommend anyone in my thinkpan considering all the sweeps being a genuine pirate. 14:38:46
[url=https://imgur.com/a/dirk-strider-xH7DUOV][color=#F2A400]DIRK:[/url][color=#F2A400] Dirk was notorious for choosing the most self-sacrificial methods of getting things done. It made sense that so many versions of him would have been wiped away due to those habits. Even if, deep down, he was afraid to not exist. Yet, this whole time, the only part of him that had been existing wasn’t even truly, authentically, [i]him.[/i][br] [br] He made no moves to shy away when his counterpart reached towards him, his own adam’s apple moving up and down as he swallowed hard. Part of him wanted to move away due to his own fear eating away at him, but at the same time the comforting feeling that he was getting from the other almost negated that urge. In fact, a completely different part of him was more inclined to lean into his touch despite how taboo this whole thing was.[br] [br] 14:38:47
The last bit made Dirk’s mind race, habitually running through all different kinds of theoreticals. Eventually, he came to a decision. He brought his right hand up to gingerly rest his fingers against the back of Dirk’s hand. “You’re right. And… I think I’d like that.” As of right now, he wasn’t sure if he had any direct questions, but he was sure that there would be more he wanted to know and learn later on. The fact that it was an option was almost more than enough for him, already.[br] [br] There was a moment of hesitation, Dirk’s eyes shifting briefly towards the other’s lips. It was really hitting him just how close they were. But, suddenly, he didn’t really seem to mind. A shaky breath left his nose as his free hand lifted, fingers hooking behind the other’s head to pull him closer. His lips pressed against the others unapologetically, the feeling of his heart pounding reverberating throughout his whole body. 14:38:47
((FUCK 14:38:50
((I FORGOT THE BB CODE 14:38:55
((i have to jump i think pretend its orange 14:39:13
(( ormge 14:39:44
(( Dirk: Literally. How. How do you function like this? -- Dave, shrugging: i dunno i just be sayin shit bruh and im like mentally ill or something -- Dirk: You... remain the most perplexing one of our pantheon, truly. -- Dave: i have adhd be nice to me im baby 14:41:17
(( LMAO 14:41:42
(("im like mentally ill or something" he just like me fr 14:42:14
(( Oh Dirk is getting GAY-- 14:42:16
(( Dave just like me fr 14:42:26
(( mindfang starting to sweat cus she can see the dirks kissing in the corner of her eyes and she has no idea what to do 14:42:28
(( LMAO?! 14:42:33
(( she's like uhhh is this suppose to happen 14:42:43
((the fruitcakeification 14:42:52
(( meulin is just like damn its confirmed he's gay for himself 14:43:06
((god literally anyone looking over and seeing this is so funny 14:43:09
((LMFAOO 14:43:11
(( mindfang just standing there like don't say shit 14:44:02
[url=https://imgur.com/a/Wh9Bi][color=#005682]♏:[/url] [color=#005682] in the corner of her eyes and peripherals she can see the dirks actively kissing, what the fuck is happening. Does she look over? Does she ignore this? Is this a normal human thing? Do they just do that? So many questions and no answers. She wants to say it’s the alcohol's fault but honestly it's starting to slowly wear off and now all she wants is to get drunk again due to the confusing situation. She feels like if she moves or leaves it will make everything worse, now she’s thinking about a bunch of other confusing things. Good job having a crisis on the inside, over two individual timelines of the same human making out is what caused her to freak out in her thinkpan. Almost forgetting he can also read her mind at any point right now, she has no understanding of his abilities or his reasons. Her thinkpan drifting to all sorts of curses and pirate slang that can not be spoken out loud as it disrespects the dead and the living, she’s just going to have to bite her tongue for now and think of something else. Well anything else, please for the love of the sea anything that isn’t that. More inside panic ensues until she remembers her gift, only to remember the ugly sbahj wrapping paper she still has. Her think pan drifts to daves ugly ass boxers now, which is honestly better than whatever the hell is going on over there. At least it's not anything worse. Never say or think that it can always get worse. 14:57:48
(( girl is silently losing her pan 14:58:02
[url=https://imgur.com/a/kurloz-makara-Btjpd][color=#2B0057]KURLOZ:[/url][color=#2B0057] :o| 14:59:05
(( LMAO 14:59:13
[url=https://imgur.com/a/WlQUr][color=#416600]MEULIN:[/url] [color=#416600] She’s enjoying both shows right now, watching kankri becoming speechless and watching two alt’s of the same person kiss. She’s seen it in fanfiction but never in front of her before, it's fascinating and quite more interesting than she’d actually thought. She will continue to take notes and observe everything going on, whilst she can. 15:02:32
(( I'm afraid this is getting even gayer, somehow. 15:25:17
((good 15:25:53
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(( im about to post this massive wall of Eldritch gayness fr 15:40:57
((damn with the quickness 15:41:00
[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] The very thing Dirk's notorious for is quite possibly one of the most ultimate acts of Love, however, it requires the destruction of the self, for the sake of others, [i]through[/i] Love. Through Heart. Through the most earnest, deepest feelings, through the sheer abundance of their aspect. It's what makes them so intense. A Dirk will do the utmost for those he loves while tearing himself apart even if afraid. But that doesn't have to always be the case, nor the end.[br] [br]The moment Dirks hand touches the back of his, the elder version of Dirk already knows. This isn't about seduction, or some calculated move. This is about [i]acceptance[/i]. About seeing himself-in another iteration-and loving that version, too.[br] [br][color=#000000]His voice speaks gently, straight into Dirk's mind and his mind only, speaking with an amused fondness, ~There's nothing taboo about this, Dirk... not at all. It's just purely what we are and what I am. I embody Heart in all it's depths. Amor, this is Love. The kind you need. And I will give it freely.~[/color] 15:42:11
[br]He knows, even with the hesitation on his other's part, that deep down Dirk would let it be. When those lips meet his, the older Dirk melts into it. His palm lifts from Dirk's chin to cradling the back of the boy's head. Fingers in fine blonde hair. The kiss is deep, warm and unhurried on his part. There's something else he does, too, and gently at that, for this is likely his first time feeling such a thing.[br] [br]His soul. The elder god's sinking himself underneath the younger god's skin. He reaches out with finesse, fine control over himself on an instinctual level, even now. Letting it brush softly with Dirks. The being's weaving them together, letting himself bleed into the contact-sharing. There's this underlying thrum of deep-seated satisfaction, a thread of quieter adoration and overall this unfettered tender affection in all it's purity. No strings attached. It just is. 15:42:43
[br]His other hand's slipping over the young Prince's side. At his waist. Sighing through his nose in one long exhale as their souls twine. So familiar. And it's warm, sun-kissed in how it basks the both of them in this feeling. The elder god's parting, just barely. He stays close. Noses brushing. His breath is warm against Dirk's lips. [color=#f2a400]"[i](That's it...)[/i]"[/color] he says this softly, [color=#f2a400]"[i]That feeling right there... that's you. Unfiltered. Beautiful. And real.)[/i]"[/color] His hand slips down to rest at the base of Dirk's neck. [br] [br]He's searching his young counterpart's eyes, [color=#f2a400]"You don't have to build yourself into a pillar to hold up the world, a fortress. You're allowed to be a home. Even for yourself..."[/color] Their souls gently untwine, he's tilting his head slightly, [color=#f2a400]"... want me to stay a while?"[/color] 15:43:25
(( Okay safe. 15:43:40
(( mindfang just over here losing her shit on the inside 15:50:07
(( meulin just watching everything going down like damn thats kinda beautiful in a way due to being able to use her own godtier sight 15:50:56
[color=#000000]That's fine. A man can multitask. His voice is ringing through her mind again. Tone very stern, but gentle. ~Mindfang. I can [i]hear[/i] you-- honestly. Am I supposed to apologize? Because if I did, I'd be lying. I don't feel remorse for this. There's nothing actually wrong with this. Nothing to be ashamed of, or feel guilt over. I'm not shackled by any basis you, nor most others operate by. I'm just a blend of the many things that make me, me.~[/color] 15:57:22
(( girl about to tweak so hard 15:58:36
(( Eldritch Horror Reaching into your Thinkpan to talk smack: 15:59:04
(( talk smack at thoughts that weren't said out loud lmoa 16:00:03
(( I'm so sorry Mindfang he can sniff snorf the narrative. 16:00:32
(( and as all serkets like to do is get pissed at it lmao 16:01:03
(( HAHA-- 16:01:17
(( "Gurl chill I'm just telling you NOT to tweak over something like this oh my lord. Like. What if you saw two Daves kissing?" 16:01:50
(( in her thinkpan its mostly nervous confusion its not actively going don't do it but the thing that's upsetting her is the mind reading 16:03:08
(( like honestly its just awkward for her if anything 16:03:21
(( shes only gonna tweak because hes doing the thing to her she does to others lmao 16:03:41
(( i will say she's now going to actively do what she does best like any serket and rebel and be like fuck you 16:05:17
(( LMAO-- 16:07:17
(( Meanwhile Vriska, using it as a direct pipeline to loudly complain to Dirk about Dave: 16:07:38
(( LMAO 16:07:49
(( mindfang: i am mad at you because you are talking to me in my head and thats my fucking job and ontop of that i feel like you are forcing me to think different thoughts not today bitch 16:08:40
(( ~HE TOOK MY GODDAMN PILL8WS OFF MY COUCH AND HE'S 8UILDING A PILLOW F8RT ON MY SHIP AND MAKING A FUCKING N8ST OF IT IN THE CORNER I'M GOING TO KILL HIM--~ 16:09:22
(( LMAO 16:09:41
(( ~Is the pillow fort sweet as hell though? I might visit. I'll bring some orange soda.~ 16:10:09
(( ~DIRK T8KE HIM WITH YOU NOW.~ 16:10:28
(( dave building a pillow fort in vriskas ship because it reminds him of mindfang is funny as hell 16:10:58
(( also just pissing off vriska too 16:11:21
(( ~But he already made his nest, who am I to disturb a man from his nesting? I'm not a monster. Are you?~ 16:11:25
(( ~DIRK WHEN I FUCK8NG GET Y8U IN YOUR FORTRESS OF SOLITUDE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE G8DDAMN OCEAN.~ 16:12:41
(( ~Oh wow look at that. My drones are set to kill mode.~ 16:12:55
(( Dave building a fort because that's what he did with Karkat. . . sometimes he wants to be nostalgic. Although it DOES piss off Vriska. And her ship is a spaceship. 16:14:00
(( lmao 16:14:17
(( cute tho 16:14:28
(( She threatens throwing him out of the airlock so he can die and fuck off with her ancestor. (She is still angry about this.) 16:14:40
(( LMAO 16:14:48
(( Dave: my afterlife has a hot milf im set im ready to go whenever 16:15:20
(( LMAO 16:15:50
(( honestly literally all he has to do to stop her tantrum is very simple and its funny 16:18:27
(( he just says a few things about dave and shes like damn ok ill calm down 16:20:17
(( omg-- 16:20:19
(( what is it 16:20:24
(( she's like oh wait a minute 16:20:44
(( if he just mentions i can just tell you right now how hes doing she's like oh for real 16:22:23
(( lamo 16:22:25
(( lmao 16:22:28
(( HELP LMAO 16:25:33
(( girl goes from stubborn i want to fuck you up right now to oh wait hold up for real ? 16:26:17
(( IT'S THAT EASY... 16:27:19
(( yes 16:27:29
(( the one thing she yearns for right now 16:27:37
[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] [color=#000000]~Wow. Thank you for the advice-- NOOO, MY BEAUTIFUL ME EXPLODED--~[/color] 16:28:15
((LMAO 16:28:24
(( ik ik the narrative she's gonna be mad tho 16:28:48
Dirk|Aradia|Karkat|Porrim|Latula|Aranea|Kurloz|♋ [] joined chat. ~~ 861 ~~ 16:29:58
[color=#000000]~I'm so upset. I miss him already. Mi estrella, come back... his muse is likely off to bed and that's okay. I'm a patient man. I'm not pouting at all. An ancient, eldritch being like me? Pouting-- POOKIE IS THAT YOU?~[/color] 16:30:30
(( LMAO 16:30:53
((internet decided i was getting too steamy in the google doc i guess 16:31:29
[url=https://imgur.com/a/Wh9Bi][color=#005682]♏:[/url] [color=#005682] there it is again his voice in her thinkpan, telling her how to feel about a situation that frankly was more confusing to navigate and a bit uncomfortable to deal with in her own terms and comfort levels. No she shall not be taking this in her own thinkpan, fuck this noise if he wants to mess with her head and tell her what to do she’s just going to blast him with information non-stop while also trying to push into his mind again, this time she’s actually going to try and put effort into it. If anything she is the most stubborn serket, but unbeknownst to Mindfang he already has everything he needs to calm her from her tantrum. 16:31:35
(( mindfang just actually screaming shit in her brain the entirety of the time 16:32:10
(( going absolutely feral in there 16:32:18
[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] [color=#000000]~I'm positively stoked for this steam I want this quirked up white boy flushed to hell and back.~[/color] 16:32:37
((no bc you just made me have the funniest imagery of him getting a random boner 16:35:37
((and it really cracked me up 16:35:42
((dream ghost dirk style "i'm gonna make you get a boner" 16:36:01
((ok long post incoming 16:36:45
[color=#000000]... I cannot believe-- okay. Le Sign, Dirk's voice is once again in Mindfang's mind, this time with something on a more positive note. ~Dave's been doing fine, by the way. I know you haven't seen him in a while. He misses you. Badly. He won't shut up actually, not surprising but he just won't stop talking about you.~[/color] 16:36:47
[url=https://imgur.com/a/dirk-strider-xH7DUOV][color=#F2A400]DIRK:[/url][color=#F2A400] Most would likely find hearing someone’s voice in their own head off-putting, but for Dirk, it didn’t feel particularly strange. Perhaps it helped that what he was saying was less intrusive and more comforting, or perhaps it was due to that sense of connection between the two of them.[br] [br] Every subtle sensation made it feel like there were fireworks lighting up inside of him. It was all so unusual. The emotions he was feeling [i]and[/i] the new things he was feeling physically. Although deep down, there was still the subtle feeling of his own lingering fears, he momentarily understood just how [i]clear[/i] things could feel. It felt empty in a way, but not in the same vein of the emptiness he often found himself sinking into. This emptiness felt more like… Things were finally decluttered. There were less obstructions, even if just for that short moment.[br] [br] 16:37:02
[color=#F2A400]Trying to grasp that he, himself, could become capable of giving off such a refreshing feeling was difficult. But with him around, it became easier to believe in that sort of potential. Potential that could be reached without worrying about a deadline or time limit. He did his best to steady his own breathing, taking a moment longer before finally opening his eyes again to meet the other’s even through their shades. There was a shine in his own now, bringing back a luster that most may have thought either gone for good or nonexistent to begin with.[br] [br] 16:37:03
[color=#F2A400]This time, it didn’t take him as long to respond, even though there was still a brief pause. “... Yeah. Even if not like this, just… It’d be nice to have you around.” Dirk wasn’t sure if he was ready to go back to being alone again, even if he already knew that he wasn’t completely alone. But at least right here, right now, he had finally found some kind of peace. All of the chaos around him had seemed to fade away while this other Dirk was near. Of course, with their souls disconnecting, that sense of stability slipped away to some degree. It wasn’t as though it was a permanent fix.[br] [br] His cheeks felt warmer, and yet he didn’t feel the need to pull away. Some part of him wanted to be even closer, but… How far was too far? 16:37:10
((okay done 16:37:16
((most of it is just internal feeling rambles ngl 16:37:45
(( Dirk: I'm going to kiss this Dirk so hard he can't afford to overthink. 16:39:55
(( mindfang this entire time has been standing there like :::| while it all goes down lmao btw 16:39:59
(( just actively stonefaced 16:40:13
(( Mindfang wouldn't you kiss yourself-- or is it a fade on sight? 16:40:38
(( mindfang would think about it for 5 seconds and if they both dont agree they would kill each other right away 16:43:44
(( thats just how she works 16:43:49
(( they might even roll dice to see what happens 16:44:17
(( GOD WAIT IS THIS DIRK ASLEEP... 16:44:31
(( but really she'd probably more likely fight herself instead of make out 16:44:32
(( no? 16:44:48
(( MINDFANG OUT HERE CATCHING FADES WITH HERSELF 16:44:55
(( what is fades 16:45:26
((low taper fade 16:45:50
((what if mindfang got a low taper fade 16:46:07
(( In this context it's "getting knocked out or getting beat up. It can also refer to the act of dealing with someone who has wronged you, potentially through violence. " 16:46:15
(( NOT THE LOW TAPER FADE... 16:46:26
((LMAOO 16:46:33
(( i won't lie but my autism just is not working with those words 16:47:59
((its okay same 16:48:16
(( i figured it out 16:50:45
(( yea basically 16:52:01
(( also ngl low taper fade only comes up with the stupid ass haircut 16:52:23
(( nothing else 16:52:34
((thats what it is 16:53:30
(( i know 16:53:38
(( i hate new slang sometimes 16:53:58
(( i am getting fucking old 16:54:05
((no bc mood 16:55:25
[url=https://imgur.com/a/IUAxuLk][color=#6e0e2e]Dirk:[/color][/url] [color=#000000]His voice still eases it's way into Dirk's mind, ~Eventually, mi estrella, you'll come close to the that threshold of another ascension. You might know, when the time comes. Or not at all, and you'll just casually realize you know what you know. I will be with you though.~[/color] [br] [br]This close, it's obvious the glow behind those shades. Intensity to bright you can *see* the orange through the shades for a moment. At least, until the being's able to still his eager soul. Seeing the lustrousness restored in Dirks eyes and hearing what he hears within the Narrative truly gives him this genuine sense of joy. The Elder God's leaning in to nuzzle his cheek against Dirk's head. Both his arms move to wrap around Dirk. Over his shoulders. Pulling him right into a deep hug. Another peculiar detail... Dirk can hear an audible purring. The likes of which is dual-toned. Not a noise a human can make. Nor trolls for that matter. Another small detail that makes him very much inhuman. 17:06:45
[br][color=#f2a400]"If you need or want to see me, just call for me. And I'll appear. Okay? I promise. I don't say this lightly. My word is law, I don't make a promise lightly."[/color] Dirk pulls back, still remaining close and bringing a hand down between the both of them. Pinkie out. A pinkie promise. The young god has NO idea, most likely, the kind of contract he's about to forge here. The eldritch being is so fucking horribly sweet with this kind of deal being placed out. With no benefit to the squid here. No strings attached. [color=#f2a400]"... amorcito, you can get as close as you want or need with me. Remember, don't lie to yourself about what you want."[/color] 17:07:30
(( Stupid gayboy... ough.. 17:07:46
(( *so bright 17:08:57
((the gayinator 17:09:56
[url=https://imgur.com/a/Wh9Bi][color=#005682]♏:[/url] [color=#005682] Well that seemed to have been short lived, once elder dirk mentioned dave, all her attempts to break into head and all the noise she was creating in her head had suddenly ceased. Her demeanor not only in her thinkpan had changed, her physical demeanor had also changed into a more relaxed one. Knowing Dave actually misses her and is thinking of her has actually calmed her and made her much happier. Honestly, it’s because she misses him too. Though she understands he can be busy in life and hers is mostly stuck here with not much going on sometimes, well guess she’ll just have to wait until he either sleeps or finds his way back. [br] [br] 17:23:11
[color=#005682]Finally one more thing, if you’re going to listen to my thoughts at least leave me 8e unless i ask, it's annoying having someone telling me how to feel in my own head about things that shouldn’t affect or matter to you, why does it matter if i am confused or upset with what’s happening. Do you just hear everyone's thoughts or do you pick and choose? I personally pick and choose when I want to listen though I haven't done that in a long time. Either way unless you want to continue to irritate me I would suggest not telling me what to do in my own mind and for your information, i don’t necessarily care if you pail with yourself or not i was confused and freaking out due to a situation I did not know how to deal with yet, it would be different if i had said it out loud and told the entire 8u88le 8ut i did not do that did i, so for the love of the sea leave me 8e unless i actively ask or something is actually happening. With that thought process over and done with, she’d let out a small audible huff as if she had actually spoken out loud. 17:23:12
(( girl had a lot of words in her head for him 17:23:24
(( lmao 17:23:26
(( Dirk: Girl hush I'm trying to bag this absolute baddie. 17:25:34