MK: >///< cøøl kɇɇp mɇ updatɇd 01:42:51
> they move to Rarava's side, hugging them and letting their voodoos absorb the overflow of emotions. 01:43:05
CM: 『 Well, for starters 』 01:43:18
CM: 『 GHB's not gonna help us 』 01:43:30
CM: 『 not for anything ever 』 01:43:46
CM: 『 Especially for my paint earning fight or your Murder Ball 』 01:44:38
CM: 『 If you got time i'll explain 』 01:45:16
MK: >///< øh nøt thɇ tɨmɇ ɨm wɨth sømɇønɇ, ɨll talk ɨn a bɨt 01:46:11
CM: 『 gotcha 』 01:46:24
> He gripped at him, claws digging into his flesh. He was convulsing, until the drain like a slow drip evened him out just enough to speak "I...I know my grandfather...he wouldn't....he wouldn't fucking...this is wrong...its all wrong...thats why he kept me isolated...he didn't want me to know...I've been able to carry on tradition because somewhere inside him I KNOW that...that he doesn't really want to do this sinful shit....he's probably...being controlled or something...." tears streamed down his face as he spoke. 01:47:30
> "fuck... this is a very bad look" she turns the watch comepletely off now "but by god am i not going to go and ditch this time, im here" 01:47:51
> "... Perhaps he's not bound by some ability or device... Maybe he's trapped, but only by a lack of choice. The only way to secure the blood caste from further harm or enslavement." their stare became angered and pained. "How else than to get cozy at the crown's side... well, i guess we wont be able to get the any part of the clurch to openly side with us if even at all." 01:53:51
> He was curled up, having shrunk down to 4 feet of a small, shivering, sobbing mess. "I...I...I...I..." 01:56:09
> "shhh, easy now." they held the troll in their arms, feeling the blood drain from their arm. 01:57:28
> Herund wanders outside the college. It seems like no matter what happens, there is always an impassible distance between him and everyone else. Now he has no one to show his new fetch modus to. 01:57:30
> Ra curled up against him, sobbing brokenly into his chest. He would be ok, this couldn't get worse, it absolutely couldn't get any worse than this. 01:59:14
MC: HEy....uH...If AnyonE nEED mE I AIn'T ArounD for THE nIgHT, LW How you HolDIn up? JusT wAnTED To cHEck In rq bEforE my pAn sHuTs off complETEly, TryIng To DIsTrAcT mysElf A fEw sEconDs bEforE I go DArk A wHIlE .... 02:01:18
> "No issue. I understand." You don't, not really. Regardless, you stretch and stand up fully, closing your eyes to concentrate for a moment.[br] [br]> Arm comes out in front of you, as if you're preparing for a cartwheel, and then you [i]push[/i] all the energy out. From your lungs to your fingertips, it all comes flowing out in spades and the warmth all but leaves your body.[br] [br]> It spreads, too. Your fingertips spark an acid yellow and the energy spreads outward, plasma forming channels to crack along an ever-spreading, ever-completing surface, until...[br] [br]> In front of you stands the outline of a troll, around your size and slightly broader. It's androgynous, humanoid, and completely transparent -- only visible by the crackling psionic energy along its surface. The air's still there, it's just frozen. Solid. Something holding it in place. [br] [br]You wave, and it waves at Konaya with you. "He's an important part of me. I'd say to greet him, but it generally doesn't work out for anyone to shake hands. 02:03:23
> Tobira now wonders if he'd been handed a neigh impossible task... It all started with taking the city and soon the empire, now it's evolved to taking on the majority of all high bloods! They wonder if he's the sinner in all this or if an entire religon's worth has fallen to their own sin... tears fall from his eyes and off their face silently yet look like small rivers. What is a troll to do? Who has the answers now even? 02:03:57
> "holy... i dont know enough about this mind stuff anymore, freaky but cool... and freaky again! what is it in less vague terms?" she looks it up and down in astonishment 02:06:14
> He felt like he was dying "Grandfather...wouldn't be able to pull every denomination of the faith into this...he wouldn't want to...only enough to keep the empire satisfied....not everyone is part of it I am certain...but that...doesn't matter what matters...is that he chose to ar 02:06:32
> "to surrender and do...THIS..." he wept deeply. 02:07:01
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> "Doesn't matter how many he pulled into it... what matters is how many followed him and this ideology. Who knows how many we face in this now." 02:11:37
((yooooo 02:11:45
> He couldn't deal with this information "it...its ok...I..just need to wait for Uncle to wake up...talk to him...maybe...maybe all thats just...some kind of ruse...I..." he choked on a sob. 02:13:34
> "...... yeah." they entertained the idea, even though it was likely a fallacy. They hugged the other close. The road ahead seems more and more treacherous... can a god even advise you at this point? Or is this doomed? 02:17:25
> He hugged him tightly, burying his face in his chest. "Everything...everything will be..ok..." he was drowning, but the only thing keeping his head above the surf was his mate and the eventual conversation he'd have to have with uncle, uncle would never lead him astray, uncle had always been there to save him, protect him, once he was found again, he was confident that there wouldn't be a change in that, he closed his eyes and tried to focus on calming his breathing. 02:22:06
> Tobira's tears are still flowing as they perceived only doom ahead of them now. 02:24:29
> He leaned up to kiss his face "Don't...cry...its ok...everything is...ok...I just, need a little bit..." 02:28:51
> 02:31:36
(eldritch :V 02:33:07
> "It's me. I sort of need to move for him to work, but he's sort of a part of me. You can't touch the space he occupies, so it's an impermeable barrier. And if I touch bare skin with him, he has a habit of knocking people out. There's a limit to the raw weight he can lift, though." You circle around, letting your avatar walk right beside you. It seems to swing its arms more than you when it moves, though it's not clear how that's happening when it's definitely mirroring your motions. "He's not a mind thing, mostly physical. Spliced right into my intuition. He's sort of inseparable from me -- people don't know how it's happened, but it works." 02:36:11
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> the nod. “I know… i know.” They don’t react to the kiss, they’re simply in shock at the scale of things 02:39:11
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> "like another half of you... how strange, but very useful i must say, would love to have that myself, does it cause you any trouble?" 02:40:34
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> He curled back in on himself against him, shaking violently. His world was flipped on it's head and he felt as if he were crawling through a desert landscape with no end in sight. 02:42:31
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> "... let's just rest for now, ok?" they say as they lay back and onto the floor. "Yeah, that's it." 02:48:24
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> He nodded, curling up against him, closing his eyes. 02:54:00
> Tobira didn't go to sleep for another few minutes, but they did eventually sleep... only to dream 02:58:41
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> He fell into a fitful slumber 03:06:15
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> You shake your head. "I'd appreciate it if you used masculine pronouns for him. I wouldn't call my psionics strange, but he's definitely a part of me." 03:13:09
> "I think the only real trouble I have is that I forget when it's cold when I don't have him out. There's just more energy inside of me than other people." 03:14:11
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> "oh? sorry i didn't know he was that much of a different part of you, but he is like a personal heater it seams? still sick" 03:15:33
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(YATTAAAAA 03:32:56
(AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 03:33:23
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( Why are you SCREAMING 03:35:04
(I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 03:35:32
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(Join my dojo >:V learning my Saikyo Style, you'll be the coolest around (after me, of course) 03:37:35
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> "No issue, it's a context thing. I just want to make sure he's properly represented like I am." You shrug. "It's more, just..." You offer out an open palm for them to reach for. "Do you want to feel my skin? I'm not always good at explaining concepts, it's easier that way." 04:11:58
(my wife flexing that STANDO POWAH :V gotta draw her doing the Dio cosplay now 04:13:04
> "you know that sounds weird but... alright" she places her palm in hers 04:14:34
> Man. Fukros's lack of proper education really shows, as his face scrunches up slightly upon hearing the words 'troll physiology' pass through the indigo-bloods lips. "Troll physio- what now? What does something like that even do?" Youre opening yourself up for some very dangerous response, Fukros Susmek. 04:17:28
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(♡v♡ 05:56:05
>///< . 05:57:01
dont look at me like that! 05:57:14
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(。O⁄ ⁄ω⁄ ⁄ O。) 06:02:29
(this BASTARD should probably wake up or something :[i]V[/i] the pain of having to put up with himself because he has consciousness and no other body to escape into MUST continue òWó 06:05:54
( THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!! 06:06:41
(alas uwu being alive is a hassle for him rn 06:07:51
( well there is nothing we can do now... 06:08:50
(there is always something to do :V *avengers infinity war theme* LIKE BECOME AN ANIMORPH 06:09:45
( WE CANNOT HAVE AN ENTIRE SEPERATE BATTLE IN THIS BITCH STAND DOWN 06:10:39
(GINORMOUS MANED WOLF 06:11:31
( *pulls out pepper spray* I SAID STAND DOWN 06:12:08
(*extends jaw* YOSHAAAAAAAAAAA 06:12:53
( *sprays directly into mouth* FUCK, STOP RESISTING 06:13:39
(D E L I S H *eats can* 06:15:34
( SHIT *yells into radio* I NEED BACK UP I REPEAT I NEED BACKUP WE HAVE A ROUGE RP ON THE LOOSE CODE ZERO W ZREO *pulls out pistol* BACK THE FUCK UP 06:17:49
(*fox wavedashong* HIYAAAAH, TUOOO, WHOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAHHH 06:24:37
( COME IN I NEED BA- shit the lines down... its just me... fuck it, GET ON THE GROUND NOW *fires at you* 06:26:18
(YATTAAAAAA, WOOOOHOOOOOO, SAIKYO STYLE IS THE BEST 06:27:24
( FUCKING *bang* STAND *bang* STILL *bang* FOR *bang* ONE *bang* SECOND 06:28:42
(Hohooooooo ùwú he shall awaken from his slumber just for the depressive wave to hit his bitch ass YEZZIR THAT IS THE PLAN 06:32:20
( oh god not an AOE *pulls up riot sheild* 06:34:03
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> You awaken... ugh, you [i]awaken[/i]. Your eyes are meeting the canvas that is your dorm floor... yeah, you didn't expect to rest easy. You slowly crawled back into be, simply curling in on yourself. [i]Yourself... you're still [u]you[/u] and there's nothing but disdain for it..[/i] Is this self-pity? No, you don't feel bad for yourself... you just HATE everything about you in this time. You existing is making life harder for others and you hate that. You hate that you couldn't stop any of this from happening and you hate that there's no real way to prevent the storm. You hate that you don't know what to do and you most certainly hate that... that... whatever... you're a failure, no one else had to spare your feelings back there. You knew you were nothing more than a noose on the whole situation... now what do you do?.. In your tossing and turning you hear something clatter to the floor. You let out an exhausted sigh and roll over once more to look to the floor. Huh, guess CJ returned your palmhusk rather than keep it. Surprising with how much they stalk you. You reclaim it from the floor and just... go through the motions, ignoring that you [i]basically[/i] confirmed your own death. Meh, no one probably noticed, so your return won't matter. If only everyone could just forget who you were, that'd sure do wonders... 06:49:10
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> Ehhhh... do you even have the spirit to get on?.. who cares? Does it even really matter, you'll either be dead or "under new management" in the next few wipes... most likely the former. Or both could happen. Either way, what's the point in caring about something as inconsequential as how you're feeling? Just go through the moves... let the motion of the ocean carry your floating static body to whatever course it chooses to chart..[br] [br][color=#626262]~~[/color] incongruousGrandeur[IG] [color=#626262]is no longer an idle troll ~~[/color] 07:04:28
( oh god not the plot AAAAHHH] 07:07:05
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(Hehehehe plot :v 07:11:50
(and AGONY. HE SHOULD D I E >:V 07:12:09
( wait dont they need to recruit some of the college students? 07:13:09
(yeah and he feels like he's just doomed A LOT of people, he has time though :v 07:13:48
( ah 07:14:12
(thus a good portion of mental strength just sort of leaked out of him u-u he's so stressed he can't even stress 07:15:48
( so you are saying her cant be stressed? 07:16:23
(more like he's burnt out in the stress department :V like an overpacked grocery bag, and it's so much that the bottom just gives out. Just a massive hole in his mentality, just completely short circuited uwu 07:19:13
( uh oh... well that sucks 07:22:29
( anyway i gotta eep, gn 07:25:25
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(nightio :^> 07:26:20
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