Wednesday 13 September 2023

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> she tries to think hard about something happy but it is VASTLY overshadowed by his dread, darn, you will have to try again later 17:58:05

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> You feel... you feel... like there's a gnat about. Seriously, can NOTHING leave you alone? You dismissively swat at the air before. Running a hand through your hair. Pests... everything is a drag. A real slog. But it doesn't matter, none of it is your problem anymore. Soon you see the formation you want to see. A large massive cliff stands before you. No one could possibly get in- not the easy way anyone, no one but you. It'd take a few hours to climb up and then climb down the other side, but you have alternate means. You loosen up your shoulders, feeling out the rock formations crevices and jutting spots before you spot the entrance. It is a tight- [i]t i g h t[/i] squeeze. You slip in sideways, slipping through the walls with not much issue. Anyone willingly could do this, but you don't think many have the fortitude. You inch through, keeping your breathing slow and the expansion small as you continue on. Before you know it, you're out the other side- you're hive. This cove was the starting point to where your real dwelling was in the depths. 18:06:14

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> how cozy… not really, it’s actually quite cold 18:15:08

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> but the good thing about being someone’s shadow is that you don’t have to do much except for enjoying the ride, too bad this ride is very fun, first, of course, with all that kissing, technically, it was very indirect but you guess it still counts, and now all of this mountain trudging, thankfully, you are guessing that your journey will end soon 18:21:41

> they lay there, on the floor, letting the crubs bounce about you and play around 18:27:44

> The dorm hive looks a bit neater than what ever it looked like before when the barricades went up. lotta grub safety measures, new comfort slabs, even some extra decor and toys. 18:30:12

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> You drop your bag down in the sand. Through the static and the trembling and the agitation and... and... your memories of being here shine through and outpace all the negative slog you've had to deal with lately. "Let's see if we... still understand each other..." You clear your throat, rubbing over your gills slightly to tune them, before settling in. You make boisterous and deep chants, with your gills whistling out hissing noises in different pitches every so often. For a good minute or two.... you get nothing.. thinking now that it was stupid to come you contemplate just... you don't know- leaving, but then it starts. Slowly a gargantuan figure arises from the water. It slowly ascends water-ladden head skyward; the waterfalls that slide off the being's figure in massive rolls, it's clear they are a titan of the sea.[br] [br] There was a bright glint of azure in one eye and chartreuse in the other. When it opens its maw, the titan bellows a thick hissing roar before rearing its head down to the cove- it's head and the very, [i]very[/i] miniscule portion of this colossus's extending body are not even to snuggling fit in the cove, yet it's still fairly big. A good few feet smaller. It gets close and stares at you intensely. 18:40:41

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> that’s strange gurgling felt very weird, but it wasn’t too uncomfortable, you just hope you don’t have gills when you get out of his shadow. However, staring at this gigantic beast was very, very… Was it supposed to be unnerving? His emotions must be bleeding into you, you don’t exactly feel scared, you feel like you should but… You aren’t, how strange. 18:47:24

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> You stare at them and their gaze returns your. The titan's forked-tongue slips out, soon getting closer and beginning to speak out in their ancient tongue- it was your name. Of course it was [i]your[/i] name you're [u]hive.[/u] The trembling you'd managed to keep at bay returned, but it was different. Your legs felt weak as you took a few weary steps closer, "Dad..." your troubles are gone in the wake of being face to face with your father after so many sweeps spent apart, "..." he spews out your name, clearly much more excited to see you- he has so many questions, he's asking how you've been, how school's been going, what you're learning... All his questions wash over you as your pusher skips a few beats before quickening as you drag yourself closer.[br] [br]Your face actually contorts into a new expression- the apathy draining out without question as you're over come with melancholic euphoria, "..Dad.. I... I.." nothing is held in anymore, new static overtakes your mind. This time filled with memories and experiences and the love you have for this titanic serpent as he proceeds to ask what's wrong. You make a hobbled run for him as you glomp onto his snout and wail out loudly. The tears keep coming and the rain of them don't seem to stop any time soon. He leans into your hold humming out condolences and soothing notions of things being alright because he's here for you. You had climbed up upon his snout still bawling your orbs out [i][u]"DAD! MY DAD! MY DAD!!"[/u][/i] 19:06:26

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> oh oH OH GOG THE FEELS, ITS LIKE SOMEONE LIT A FIRE IN YOUR CHEST, ThIs iS aLl tOo mUcH, and you almost blow your cover from the overstimulation. This is good at all but goodness, anymore of this and you might just die! 19:14:30

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> A-at least he is happy… e-even if it kills you 19:30:24

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> Your emotions run rampant and overflow, most of it just being elation, relief, sorrow, and guilt for being away from them for so long. He gently nods along as your cry, continuing to try and console you, saying how he always regretted never being a different kind of lusus- one with arms or flippers or fins to at least coddle and hold you the way he'd like to. There goes another feeling added to the mix: [i]humor[/i]. You start laughing in the midst of your crying, gripping and hugging his snout so tightly. You missed his scales, the smooth and moisturized texture, the scent that exuded from them, and all the nice creases and lines in his pattern. It manages to draw out your [i]nostalgia[/i]. [i][u]"I MISSED YOU! I WANTED TO COME SEE YOU BUT THERE WAS ALWAYS WORK OR SCHOOL OR OR OR OR PEOPLE OR FUCKING BULLSHIT IN MY WAY AND I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOU SO BAD!!"[/u][/i] He slips out a reprimand about your language, but you can tell he's chuckling all the same. 19:38:17

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> uRg, m-more feelings?! Where is all this coming from?! You can’t take it, your skin is burning and your soul is tender but T-THE SHOW M-MUST GO ON!!! 19:45:15

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> He tells you it's okay to cry and encourages you to just let all out. As if you could stop even if you wanted to. You expend [i]everything[/i] into just wailing like a little wriggler because you were happy to be with your dad again. Your [i]comfort[/i] is drawn out, your [i]compassion[/i] for this titan of a lusus is spilling out, and [i]your [u]LOVE[/u][/i] is boundless in how much you care for them and just dump upon them. You soon begin to crawl up to the top of their head, laying atop him completely sprawled out. Your tears don't cease, your vision blurry as you gaze into the night sky, [i][u]"I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK, I'LL NEVER GO BACK THERE I JUST WANT TO BE HERE WITH YOU!!!"[/u][/i] of course, he denies you that, saying this is only temporary, which in turn activates your [i]heartache[/i], but also your [i]respect[/i] for how much he really understands. He has always been a wise sage of sorts... 20:01:45

> oh boy… this is bad you… *blub* you are using all your strength to hold this form but… *blurb* his SOUL is hot enough to boil some of your void, resurfacing tiny bubbles on his shadow… HOW LONG IS THIS MADNESS GOING TO LAST?! 20:08:47

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> He attempts to give you solace in letting you know that if you managed to see him now, you could pull it off again and that you hadn't quit before, but it doesn't little more than give rise to some [i]pensiveness[/i] and [i]frustration[/i] as you hold your head. The tears are infinite in their downpour and you can't even bring yourself to tell anything that's happened- or going on- [i]your distress[/i] is palpable, so it's no surprise when he begins to pry at how you're doing [u]really[/u], you answer as truthful as you can manage in between shaky, choked up breaths and sobs, "I... I.. I JUST DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS ANYMORE!! I CAN'T! I'M AT THE END- [u]MY[/u] END!!" He's concerned, but doesn't offer an actual response just yet. 20:28:16

> and that was the wheat strand that collapsed the hump-beasts spinal cord. You give up the form, bursting from his shadow as it boils like tar. Her skin peeling with teal and void bleeding from every pore and oriface. You try and stand but you collapse, now trying to crawl away “I should have never come” you manage to gurgle 20:51:43

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> This riles up your father, causing him to swing his head about- and you end up flung off to the beach. You get to your feet looking around frantically, your lusus soon catching sight of the intruding teal and letting out a hissy screech, baring his fangs. You rub at your face, the velvet shaded tears simply replinishing upon your cheeks despite your incessant wiping. You manage to catch sight of what's going on and immediately jump into action as your dad lunges forth and- he ends up piercing your shoulder as you jumped to cover Blanca. You feel his venom trickling out of his fang into your body, but you're fine... you used to drink this stuff like it was cola.. he wanted you to build an immunity and you did mind the struggle of overcoming the toxin. He withdraws from you, a bit of your blood spilling into the sand, You speak in his native tongue, explaining that they're... somebody you know and that it's fine. He apologizes for biting you and slowly retracts his head back a bit and rests it closer to the edge of the sand.[br] [br]You really can't stop crying, even with. This. This [i]THING[/i] in front of you that you'd rather not see you like this, you can't help it... "What are you doing here...? I told you to go hive.." 21:06:21

> you manage to turn over on your back, looking at them through blood stained hair, spitting up more blood/void slurry “I… wanted to keep my promise but… I didn’t realize… being with you could also possibly kill me… how ironic…” they giggled softly to themselves 21:16:40

> “look… I’ll just crawl away and die in a nearby ditch… you have your bonding moment… alright? I deserve this” 21:21:27

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Thursday 14 September 2023

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(*rolls* YATTA ZEEEEE. [i]Chou Yoyuussu~[/i] 00:35:19

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(LEEEEETS................... [i][u]G E D D I I I I I T[/u][/i] 00:42:58

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(( anyway, it’s her own damn fault for staying in her own void too long, she’ll get back crawling… eventually 00:50:45

(yosha :v 00:52:12

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> You choke back a few sobs, trying to stifle your expression as you felt the disgust morph on your face, but it didn't stand a chance. You're just... you look really [i][u]Hurt[/u][/i]. With as much as you're crying you'd think that dehydration would start kicking in after doing nothing but walking the whole way here. You lifted a hand, gently holding out toward her neck. What do you do? Do you just... kill them? It's what anyone else of any relatively high class would do... it'd be fair- this stalking crap is plenty reason enough to snap them like toothpick- at least with CJ, they have deniability and all you really have is speculation based on context clues- but this?? This is just raw, uncut stalker behavior. You hand vibrates violently as you bring it closer to her neck... you can't do this. Going to grip her hair instead pull her up into a sit as you lean back into your own sitting position. 01:14:20

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> she seems to not have the strength to fight back “c-come on, it’s no good to play with the dead… you already know I’m gone, you mind if I just let myself go now?” 01:20:41

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> "Just. Shut up." You release their hair and grip their arm to hold them up so they don't just flop over on you. You sit back and take in their entire being, wiping more and more your tears away so you can see their condition clearly. 01:24:34

> it seems that her void is the culprit, as blood seems to be pooling around the splotches on her person. 01:29:46

> Of course. No one listens. Even all the way out here, [i]it's still your problem.[/i] "Fucking... uppity teal nonsense, why can't you just listen..?" where did any of [i]that[/i] come from? You've never been more frustrated someone in your life. What should you do about all this... 01:37:46

> “ just… Let me be, I followed you out of spite, but that was stupid, and I’ll take you up on the offer… I just wanna go hive, maybe pack my things too…” 01:43:38

> "Like you're in any position to go anywhere.. what do you want from me?.." Following you out spite for what? You were [u]fine-[/u] [i]ARE [u]fine[/u][/i]- JUST.... Ugh... 01:48:34

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(♡v♡ 02:48:19

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((hello 03:12:42

(the lemon :v 03:15:05

((meow 03:15:21

> cyberneticJunkie [CJ] is no longer an idle troll! 03:15:35

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*aonr no way they meow 03:27:01

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(:[i]V[/i] the lemon shall be commissioned in the future 03:34:13

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(yahooo i return :V watch this 03:54:34

[color=#626262]~~[/color] incongruousGrandeur[IG] [color=#626262]is no longer an idle troll ~~[/color] 03:55:10

((i forgor i was in here 03:57:20

CJ: Hey ᴮᶻᶻ! 03:57:28

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(how do you FORGOR 04:03:01

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