Sunday 17 September 2023

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(not anymore >:v they want M E 01:59:00

> You were a little zoned out, when Bianca wakes up however, you move your flashlight and hand away from her face and start packing up. That was easy. It seems like Zeg is getting all worked up for nothing. You look over to him and hold back a frown, if the pacing wasn't worrying, the muttering and wall thing is enough to make you ask. "Whats up fish?" You need to go back to your dorm and ignore all this, it isn't your job to babysit but at the same time, he could very well be this close to going off the deep end and taking everyone in proximity down with him. What a fucking conundrum. Maybe you should come up with a plan instead, think this through before you antagonise him to the point of.. what would be the most likely thing for him to do? Before it was low stakes, leaving the memo, maybe even snapping out of his apathetic daze. Now what would it be? Something much more violent you're sure. It would help if you could get a gauge on his state of mind but it keeps fluctuating, you can't follow it. You shove all your thoughts back just to make it quiet for a moment. You shouldn't be worrying about him and you shouldn't be having this conversation with yourself daily. Just shut up and move on, whatever is going on is between him and whoever has to deal with him. You stand offer to help Bianca up. 02:05:50

((homewrecker 02:05:57

((its fine 02:06:01

((its a mac anyways 02:06:09

((i can do better 02:06:13

(:V can you? Truly? 02:06:54

(>:v and its bLanca like my boi lil jimmy from street fighter 02:08:02

((okay well 02:08:33

((i cant read 02:08:37

((my illiteracy is a well known fact 02:08:45

(grrrmmmm 02:10:35

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nuh uh) 02:27:29

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((tf you mean nuh uh thats cool grey 02:29:31

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> What [i]is[/i] up? What [i]is[/i] going on? You don't really understand anything anymore... husks don't need these feelings, you [u]know[/u] your soul isn't with you, but for WHATEVER reason you're stuck with these sickening remnants- not even [i]full remnants[/i], just fractured scraps of an incomplete set of emotions. Why are you being... unfairly weighed down witj these fragments? If this cruel joke is just to force more out of you, you don't get it... not now, with everything going on... What would you answer with? The you from before- [i]hell even the you from a few days ago would be better than all this malice you feel-[/i] You clear your throat with a dry wheeze from your gills as you turn to face them from your spot against the wall, leaning against it with your shoulder, "Me? I'm fine, I just... I'm a little worried about my dad." That does more harm to you than it does answer the question , because almost immediately you feel tears starting to form in your eyes. You can't control anything going on with you anymore. You rub at your freshly tear-ladden eyes woth your arms, "You know, how it is, perfectly fine otherwise." 02:39:18

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> you can feel the tension between the two of them… But what the heck is going on? All you wanted to do was to see if he was OK and was not planning any shady shit but now he’s fine but he brought somebody along that he hates just to fix some thing you could already fix??? “ so… Should we get going? I feel like we should keep going… I don’t wanna keep you away from your father” 03:06:50

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((okay brb gotta go do something 03:11:14

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CA: finaaaly ! 03:31:48

CA: hello ! 03:31:54

CA: This is uh 03:31:58

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CA: firrrst time doing something like this 03:32:16

CA: so . . . 03:32:36

CA: whaaat is therrre to taaalk aaabout 03:32:42

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CA: hello ! 03:33:27

CA: uh 03:33:44

> not sure, are you on the discord yet? 03:33:57

CA: no, I don't use discorrrd 03:34:07

> ok so 03:34:22

CA: sorrrrrry, I caaan leaaave if you waaant 03:34:31

> this place has a regester for signing up 03:34:43

CA: oh I'm good 03:34:53

CA: I think 03:34:57

CA: I'll just be leaaaving now 03:35:03

CA: sorrrrrrrrry 03:35:05

> and getting a character into the lore 03:35:05

CA: uh 03:35:10

CA: bye 03:35:11

> sorry but good luck! 03:35:12

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> Woah, you've never seen him get emotional before. You open your mouth to say something but Blanca speaks first. You should go, but every time you try to walk away you dig yourself deeper in a hole. A fork in the road. You could stay and pester him about whats wrong or leave it alone and see how it plays out. If you stay, not only might it give the wrong impression but it could also make this worse. Then again, if you leave without making sure Zeg is okay [i]that[/i] could be bad too. If you leave it might also help to not put stress on the problem, you don't know how far he can bend before snapping again. If you stay he might find it helpful, he did seem to like talking to you last time for whatever reason. On the personal front, you'd feel pretty bad if he kicked the bucket, you don't want anyone dying on your watch but at the same time, you have better things to be doing. Fuck fine. "You go, we don't need to walk back together and I have stuff to do." Lame excuse but you don't know her anyways. All this bantering with yourself is making your pan start to hurt, you're hoping she overlooks it so you don't have to argue with someone else. 03:35:57

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> You don't know what you want, you don't know what you should do, you don't have any of the answers. The only thing you're certain of is that your death date is right around the corner, will that answer everything..? You couldn't possibly know, you're not gifted with any such power. You don't want anyone else getting hurt over you, "No.. no.. you should go together, never know who's around.." that's safest in your opinion. Your fins twitch as toward any noise they here. Everything is... a lot. You're too much, you're too little, the room is big, yet it doesn't feel big enough- you're tired. The best you can confirm about yourself is that you don't know where to start looking, "Or just stay and I'll go, be a pretty sad waste of a block just spending one night." You say that with a smile, it's easy to with your eyes hidden while you're still busy wiping them. 03:51:11

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> you are very skewered on what you should do, what is going on!? “LOOK, I don’t want someone getting messed up because of me, so ILL catch a ride back, and I hope to GOG I will see you back in one piece” as you get up you dig all the shrapnel out of your skull, throwing it out and bandaging the hole with some tape and napkins. “Are you going to be alright zeg? And please be honest, to me and yourself” 04:00:16

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> "Hah, what an abnormal thought process, as ifnyou'd cause anyone strife." Your smile subsides a bit and you remove your arm from your face, slipping your hands into your pockets. You let out a weary sigh, now resting with your back to the wall, "You probably won't like this answer... but I really [i]couldn't tell you[/i]." It's pretty irresponsible to send them both away with a potentially weighted conscious of you... not existing anymore, but hey. It's just [u]you[/u] after all. You've scared one half to death and the other is just someone who engages in pretty clever and snippy banter, nothing of value really lost for them. That's a relief sort of.. still.. "..I don't think I could honor any assurances I could possibly even craft in whatever is floating around in my pan right now..." 04:41:06

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