Wednesday 30 August 2023

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> "Gog. I feel so stupid." Fukros buried his face within his palms. Yep. This is definitely sending a shockwave of pain through his pusher, which sent ripples throughout his entire body. He wanted to cry, or to lash out in some grand type of way, but what good would that accomplish? He, eventually, removed his hands from his face, and his facial expression seemed...hollow? As if he were somewhere miles away from where they currently sat. No tears. No anguish. "I'm gonna stay somewhere else for a while." He stated, matter of factly, before bringing himself to stand where he then began to start packing afew things. 17:52:08

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> He just cried harder, unable to reach back, once inside his mind however, Tobira would be able to feel the unwilling tether between Ra and the indigo who ate his pan fluid. 17:54:24

> “you think you’re stupid? I was the one who forced it! It should be on me! You did nothing wrong! I just… I’m sorry…” 17:55:14

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> she just sits there in silence, watching him pack his things, while, in her mind, she was thinking about how she could’ve change this outcome, maybe for the better… But alas, and another time 17:58:54

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> "Doesn't matter. I confided in you. Allowed myself to be vulnerable with you." He's trying to be strong, but you can tell that his voice is shaky with each word that comes out. "And to learn that I was just an 'in the moment thrill' to you. It fuckin' hurts." 18:01:41

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> They groan and they attempt to try into that link between the indigo and Rarava. Might as well see if you can tap the phone lines at all. 18:05:46

> Well, the time has come. After draping a backpack along one of his shoulders, and using his available hand to wipe the lingering moisture within his eyes. He spun on his heel, and exited the respiteblock. Closing the door, gently, behind him. 18:08:29

> “ not a quick thrill! I still want to be with you! I never said I didn’t! But I guess I’m just a bit more protective than I initially thought I was… that’s all! I just want to make sure you’re safe, so I felt it deeply, but my feelings have changed, and some of my priorities as well, I’m just trying to make sure everyone that I’ve gotten close to is all right and well, is that so bad?” 18:08:52

> She was speaking to the wind… Desperately trying to make sense of nonsense… 18:09:30

> === vehementServitor [VS] is now ONLINE! === 18:09:36

> He held back a scream of pain, claws digging into the floor. "Your vooooooodoooooossss aren't strooong enough tooo...caaareful....push too hard and mmmy pan..." he whined in pain as he curled up in on himself. 18:11:12

CM: 『 Yo 』 18:11:12

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O hey böss -O 18:11:31

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O cɐtch yöu ɐt ɐ bɐd time -O 18:13:04

> they pull back their voodoo in shock. "Crap! Im sorry, hun, didn't realize the tether was so sensitive." they move over, very concerned now. 18:13:04

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CM: 『 Not really, What's up? 』 18:13:41

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O did yöur restɐurɐnt ever öpen up -O 18:14:11

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O i just reɐlly need sömewhere tö gö rn -O 18:14:24

> "He ate my pan fluid...a clown's mental is sacred, an intimate thing, thats why everyone wears concert diapers when the silence sect high priest gives a sermon if you catch my drift....this is wrong...i feel dirty..." 18:15:09

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> “oh fuck… why did I have to have such strong feelings…” she sits in her nest silently, her face numb as she tries and process what just happened and how it all came crashing down, 18:19:52

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CM: 『 Yeah, it's been open a while now, couple nights 』 18:20:36

> "I feel disgusting....absolutely disgusting....i can't go out in public as myself without someone finding out...I want to rip out my pan....I need a shower and I wanna smoke my special stardust blunt...but i can't see without my voodoos, light me up darling?" His trembling hand held out the black dyed troll skin wrapped joint. 18:21:08

> "I guess killing the guy's right out too." they sigh, moving to hold Rarava. 18:21:09

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O ɐlright cööl -O 18:21:25

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O ill gö there -O 18:21:47

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O lɐter -O 18:21:52

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> "The connection has to be blocked off long enough then killing him. He claimed to want to be my slave, but this is too much, its a violation of my holy private space." 18:23:00

> "This is why we're taught not to eat the thinkpan. Only it's worse for us if ours gets eaten" 18:23:46

CM: 『 Alright, Make sure to enjoy yourself too. Alright? 』 18:24:58

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O ill try böss -O 18:25:49

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O ill try -O 18:25:51

> "I knew not to head down there....I knew it was a bad idea, I have no clue why legis were there at all...at least I got to eat. I was so disgusted I didn't even paint any miracles..." 18:26:25

> "Then why dont we find someone that can help? I'm sure there's a Voodoo Docterror, just gotta explain that the dude's a crazy lobotomite." 18:26:36

CM: 『 Hey, you ok buddy? 』 18:27:28

> "I don't trust any motherfucker inside my pan thst I haven't known for at least my entire fucking life. Never again, no one outside that is evsr allowed near me again..." he was shaking violently. 18:28:20

that*)) 18:28:32

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O nöt reɐlly but i dönt wɐnnɐ ɐir öut my dirty lɐundry intö the very public memö -O 18:29:20

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O ill pm yöu -O 18:29:32

> "He drilled through my mask, into my skull...my fucking skull..." 18:30:04

> === vehementServitor [VS] has requested to pester [color=#7A00FF]culinaryMisdoings [CM][/color]! === 18:31:07

MK: >///< but 18:34:00

-- Accepted -- 18:34:00

(( ignore that last text 18:34:32

[url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1026780942515326996/1136772199441772574/Updated_Fukros.png][color=#B01403]VS:[/color][/url] ∑-O [@CM] [spöiler] ɐlright ɐllöw me tö get right tö the grub öf my wöes [/spöiler] -O 18:35:31

[[ fucking dang ass quirk 18:35:44

> "I can understand the distrust, especially to regular trolls. But if it's this messed up and you especially hate it, we gotta get a docterror. Isn't there a sect that specializes in this?" 18:36:27

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[@CM] [spoiler] my matesprit just told me that they dont wanna be flush with me anymore... [/spoiler] 18:37:08

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CM: 『 [spoiler]Damn, that can be pretty hard hitting. Did they say anything else?[/spoiler][@VS] 』 18:38:50

> "It's ok...I just...gotta wait...Yea but I can't go to them, they'll tell my grandfather...then grandfather will find out I know what he's been trying to protect me from...I can’t...it would ruin his reputation and everything he's done to keep our caste alive..." he curled up against him, still waving his blunt he needed lit 18:39:35

> "it hurts...but he didn't have a choice, he was always pushing everyone away anyway...so its not as deep a cut, it was either this or extinction...." 18:41:23

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[@CM] [spoiler] I think so. Not gonna lie. I cant remember most of it. The whole ordeal dazed the hell out of me. She told me that, after rescuing me, emotions were high and she kinda directed them at me. Well, she didn't say that, but thats what I took away from it, anyway. [/spoiler] 18:43:42

[@CM] [spoiler] shit sucks the grub because i really felt it yknow [/spoiler] 18:46:31

[@CM] [spoiler] despite feeling like absoulte hoofshit because of all the shit ive caused for everyone recently [/spoiler] 18:47:15

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CM: 『 [spoiler]Well, that's how it is sometimes. Emotions can run so high that you either bite or kiss. Maybe talk things out a bit with em? Plus, you were worth the save anyway it seems. That's something.[/spoiler] 』 18:48:59

*[@VS] 18:49:16

> they move to kiss the other. "Hey, not everyone can protect everyone. Cant we ask to have this off the record?" 18:50:44

[@CM] [spoiler] these nights im not really feeling it im like 100 percent responsible for the shit your mate is going through right now [/spoiler] 18:50:54

[@CM] [spoiler] had that blue bastard just turned me into grub meat rav wouldve never showed up on his fuckin radar [/spoiler] 18:52:47

[@CM] [spoiler] the school wouldnt be under seriour investigation either [/spoiler] 18:53:20

> He kissed him back "I really need to talk to uncle Krez, he'll know what I should do. Till then, I just wanna smoke...do you have a lighter?" 18:54:49

> "Grandfather devours my every sense when we're together, the Empire could find out, theres no way he wouldn't come down demanding answers from me as to how this happened...that blue motherfucker can spy inside my pan if he wants before the procedure...I won't risk clown lives.." 18:59:27

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> They take out what look like a handle, pressing a button on the side created a saber of flame! "Here." they offer them the very tip of it to light their smoke. "Then why don't we grubnap em, or make them appear insane and untrustworthy to the government." 19:03:12

CM: 『 [spoiler]It was bound to happen one way or another, ever considered what your boss does?[/spoiler][@VS] 』 19:04:39

> "I'm drained of energy just keeping the tether from burrowing too deep inside my pan." Where his darkest most personal secrets lay. "Thank you" he took a long drag, light blue star filled smoke billowing out of the corners of his eyes and nose as he exhaled 19:04:52

> "All the more reason to find someone to help. I'll even go to the underground for it. 19:07:14

> "I killed and ate several legis on Empire time, that motherfucker knows my secret identity because of this, I'm fucked until I can get face to face and order him into behaving, at least physically. I'm breaking into pieces and all I want right now is to smoke this and hug you and listen to the little ones and focus in on the sound of my uncle sleeping which is something he has never done much of so I try not to bother him even if its important and he always says he doesn't mind but still..." he leaned into him. 19:09:13

[@CM] [spoiler] i dunno think every boss ive ever had would draw a pretty clear line and i crossed this shit out of it a loooooong time ago [/spoiler] 19:11:30

> They hug them close, voodoo returning to Rarava's. "Just feed of mine for now... ok?" they hugged the other close 19:13:00

> "I'm gunna strangle the indigo when i see him. There's no instant fix to this...I appreciate your enthusiasm, but it's going to be a while...it will never take away how utterly violated I feel...he forced himself into my mental..." he nodded and smoked while resting against him, pan relaxing into the voodoos being pumped into it 19:14:37

CM: 『 [spoiler]I don't care, I beat the sit out of folks who bother my employees. I console and hug the shit out of my boys who get dumped right after dealing with a traitor. I aint got a line yet to be crossed.[/spoiler] [@VS] 』 19:17:16

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> “aw… aw fuck” the feels hit her hard, and tears begin dripping out as the full extent of what she has done hit her full force, turning her into a sobbing mess of a troll. did she feel platonic with him or intimate??? She WANTED to love him but pushing him back made him safe… “oH FUuUUuucK…” 19:20:24

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> "Shhhh... Being an optimist is hard when you know the truth or even an inkling of it. But it feels better, y'know?" 19:21:42

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> "I love you..." he whispered softly and took another drag, offering him a hit. 19:28:24

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[@CM] [spoiler] fuck my bulbs are gonna start squirting fluid again ill never know what i did to deserve highbloods like you and rav to go to bat for someone like me [/spoiler] 19:31:44

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> They smiled, accepting the offer. Taking a drag and holding it in, returning the clown blunt. They look up, letting out some circular sparkle clouds into the ceiling. 19:32:40

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> He took it back and finished it off before putting it out on his own tongue and eating it. 19:33:46

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CM: 『 [spoiler]I dunno bout Rara, but that's just me by default.[/spoiler] [@VS] 』 19:37:27

> they look in confusion. "You eat the butts of those?" 19:37:49

((he's the one went out to get VS n them in the first place XD wtf 19:38:16

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> "Yes. The wrap is made of troll skin dyed black, its a special stardust blunt, stardust is a gift, it is meant to be ingested" 19:39:34

CM: 『 [spoiler]I'm always going out of my to bat for my crew, i mean.[/spoiler] 』 19:40:01

((*[@VS] 19:40:11

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> "Huh, interesting." they nod. "Been ages since i smoked anything, let alone a gift." 19:42:04

> "Huh, interesting." they nod. "Been ages since i smoked anything, let alone a gift." 19:42:24

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> He smiled "its aight, I'm here to show you" 19:45:34

> "Thanks babe." they say as they take out an old crumpled packet of what seem to be cigarettes. Closer inspection reveals it's just candy cigs. "Used to smoke these little buggers when my lusus took me in, at least before i could afford real ones." 19:49:04

> "Oh nice" he purred listening to and sniffing the air to smell them 19:50:06

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> Dont smell them, they smell of sweat and fast food. It's foul. "They taste ok, they're just sugar vapors and gum." 19:53:12

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> That conversation breathed a little bit of life into him. A smile rose to his face, amidst light sniffles. Now he won't be AS sad when he arrives at Tobira's restaurant. Which is exactly where he's headed, behind the handlebars of his trusted two-wheeled device. 19:55:01

CM: 『 [spoiler]You need anything at all? Currently i mean.[/spoiler][@VS] 』 19:57:11

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> after an episode of crying her eyes out, she decides that NOW would be a good time to try that stuff her dealer gave her after the cat stuff started coming along, called it “nip”? Whatever, it should help her calm down at least… 19:57:58

> A buzz in your pocket attracted his attention. Welp, guess it's time to cycle, and text at the same time. It'll be fine. It's fine. 19:59:12

> she could not be more wrong 20:00:23

(( Regret x2? 20:00:59

(( better yet… 20:01:17

(( ZOOMIES 20:01:31

> [@CM] [spoiler] dont think so just needed to bend someones ear for a minute didnt wanna go to rav because i wanted to keep that outlet open for konaya shes gonna need someone to talk to too [/spoiler] 20:01:37

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((Zoomies. all over IG's memories 20:01:57

(what are you talking about :v 20:02:13

(( she took cat nip 20:03:09

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(( she will now proceed to run the entire way down I-9 20:04:38

> "I like your scent..." he purred deeply and buried his face against him. 20:04:58

[[ Fukros: peaceful bike ride to get noodles 20:05:26

[[ when suddenly 20:05:48

CM: 『 [spoiler]They're dealing with some uh... other things rn. I'll try to do so in his place.[/spoiler] [@VS] 』 20:06:11

[[ ex?-matesprit full sprint gorged out of her mind 20:06:12

(( “NYAAAAAAAAAA” 20:06:23

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> they scoff. "Really now? I havent showered after that work out sesh, even worse i ate crummy fast food. Hardly the picture of good smells." 20:07:54

> "Thats the perfect fucking smells...you smell wonderful" he curled up closer against him. 20:10:06

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[@CM] [spoiler] right right the indigo thing i almost forgot my bad [/spoiler] 20:10:21

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MK: >///< ny a 20:11:56

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> They shook their head. "What a strange mate i have." they say before leaning down to kiss the other's forehead. 20:12:44

CM: 『 you good? 』 20:12:44

((nvm it is dead here bye 20:13:36

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MK: >///< n y aa 20:13:39

> His purring grew in volume at the kiss 20:13:49

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kitty sister, you aight? 20:15:04

MC:* 20:15:17

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CM: 『 weird 』 20:16:50

MK: >///< NN ya 20:18:18

CM: 『 are 』 20:18:36

CM: 『 are you high? 』 20:18:43

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