MK: >///< øh maaaaaaan ɨ wɨsh ɨ cøuld bɇ thɇrɇ før yøu rn 12:51:47
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MC: I'm so TIrED kITTy sIsTEr...I Try To rEsT AnD I gET A lITTlE EnErgy bAck buT THEn IT All goEs To sHIT 12:54:08
MK: >///< wɇll shɨt, thɨs pɨtch crush hɇ has mɨght just kɨll... 12:54:55
MK: >///< but whats happɇnɨng, why cant yøu rɇst? 12:57:06
MC: EvEryTImE I closE my EyEs I sEE HIs THougHTs 12:57:25
MC: AnD I mEAn my mInD's EyEs 12:57:46
MK: >///< and what cøuld hɇ bɇ pøssɨbly bɇ thɨnkɨng tø kɇɇp yøu up? 12:58:02
MC: ITs gross 12:58:12
MK: >///< høw grøss 12:58:34
MC: THAT AnD HE HAs THE AbIlITy wHEn I Am AT my lowEsT mEnTAlly To fuck wITH my HEAD now 12:58:52
MK: >///< øn nø, arɇ yøu at yøur løwɇst alrɇady? 12:59:28
MC: I'm TIrED on An EmoTIonAl lEvEl, noT yET. 12:59:40
MK: >///< øh damn, ɨs thɇrɇ ANY way ɨ can hɇlp? 13:01:17
> You took this farther than just going back to the cat sanctuary. No. Your two-wheeled device is gone, and you with it. Destination? Back to the campus. 13:01:32
MC: I'm HolD on To A sInglE THougHT THE only THIng fIllIng my mInD, THE onE Troll I wAnT To sEE morE THAn AnyonE ElsE rIgHT now. All I cAn THInk AbouT Is wHEn wE usED To HAng ouT AnD wATcH THE moonrIsE. NoTHIng ElsE, I cAn'T THInk of AnyTHIng ElsE wITHouT DuDE EvEnTuAlly bEIng AblE To sEE IT. 13:01:48
MC: I Don'T know 13:02:15
MC: I wAnnA cry 13:02:21
MC: I fEEl DIrTy 13:02:32
MC: I coulD usE A brEAk 13:03:03
MK: >///< wɇ all cøuld... and ɨ just want tø hɇlp but ɨ cant, ɨ cant at all... 13:04:09
MC: DuDE's THougHTs ArE AbouT kIllIng lowblooDs now, THAT's normAl. BuT sTIll I Don'T lIkE sEEIng THIngs I Don'T cHoosE To 13:04:26
MC: GET somE rEsT If you nEED IT 13:04:47
MC: You ok? 13:04:53
> Herund knocks on Konaya's dorm door. He's holding a roll of black fabric in his frond pit. He's looking around cautiously. 13:05:44
MK: >///< nø... fukrøs lɇft, saɨd hɇ wantɇd tø havɇ sømɇ alønɇ tɨmɇ 13:06:13
MC: OH DAmn 13:06:24
MK: >///< and nøw ɨm just... hɇrɇ 13:06:30
MK: >///< alønɇ 13:06:35
MC: THAT's noT gooD 13:06:49
MK: >///< but ɨm waɨtɨng øn IG tø cømɇ back, ɨ shøuld bɇ fɨnɇ... 13:07:43
> no response from her dormblock... 13:08:36
MC: IG? WHATs goIng on THErE? 13:08:43
> Konaya's dorm door DOES open, but it's not Konaya standing behind it. Fukros is looking at Herund, and subsequently, the roll of black fabric, as well. "Uh...Yeah?" He says, in order to break the silence between them. 13:08:44
(( oh that does make sense, yeah that happens 13:11:11
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> Herund headbuts the door again. "ur the only troll i can talk to about this." 13:12:58
((ignore the last one)) 13:13:28
[[ fuck i was halfway into acknowledging you for the whacky noodle that you are 13:14:01
> "oh sorry i didnt know anyone else was here." 13:14:12
> He grunted as he fumbled with a baggie of special stardust and a troll flesh wrap in the daystand. He haphazardly rolled a joint from muscle memory, being blind plus unable to use his voodoos without his most private deepest thoughts and emotions being fully unveiled, he had no way to see anything. It also meant he couldn't light his splif. He frowned sadly and just sat there and stared at the red darkness 13:14:13
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> "i is needing to ask konaya a question." 13:15:03
> Eventually he just broke down and started crying, hugging the joint to his chest. 13:15:43
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MK: >///< nøthɨng… that’s thɇ thɨng, nø ønɇ’s hɇrɇ 13:16:57
MC: AH ok 13:17:15
MC: THAT sucks 13:17:38
MK: >///< wɇ arɇ all suckɨng rɨght nøw, whɇthɇr wɇ lɨkɇ ɨt ør nøt… whɨch alsø sucks bad 13:17:54
MC: I cAn'T lIgHT my joInT wITHouT my vooDoos 13:18:02
> "i know we isnt on speaking terms but i want to know if i can borrow her color??" 13:18:42
MC: I nEED A lIgHTEr. BuT my mATE Is AslEEp so I Am jusT gunnA sIT HErE 13:19:25
> "I'm her...I'm her blockmate." Fukros admitted, resting a hand against the opened door-frame. "Yeah. She's not here right now. She's..." He began trying to recall where he'd just come from, but to be honest? There was a flood of thoughts clogging up his think pan. He focused his gaze back onto Herund. "Well, I can't really describe it. She's just not here." 13:19:37
> "do you think u can ask her for me. her color is prettiest and will look great on my new costume." 13:20:35
> Upon hearing their question. He thought for a moment, before choosing to step to the side. "I won't tell. If she asks. I'll just tell her that I took it." 13:20:53
> 'thank u. olive will look the bestest next to black and vermillion and white." 13:21:56
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MC: THIs Is THE worsT fuckIng THIng THAT HAs EvEr HAppEnED To mE...All THIs suffErIng wIll bE worTH IT THougH...I mAy bE In HEll's pIT now, buT onE nIgHT THE VAsT Honk wIll wIpE us All ouT AnD I'll bE In THE DArk CArnIvAl AwAITIng To bE rEHATcHED In HIs Holy nAmE...MEssIAHs gIvE mE sTrEngTH. 13:23:42
MC: All wHo HAvE TruTH fAITH AT my sIDE 13:24:41
> Herund whispers "is she still...u know... a juggalo??" 13:24:44
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MK: >///< rɨght 13:26:24
> "Think so, yeah." He nodded his head. 13:26:52
MC: I HopE you'rE DoIng ok 13:27:35
> "oh, he still has her. ~~:( " 13:29:02
>"i isnt know if i should say this, but ur just her blockmate, but i pity her the littlest." 13:29:03
> even in the terrible state of EVERYTHING that’s happened, you have to admit… it’s very hard to be optimistic in a time like this, and more so to be believing in a faith that enjoys your own suffering… should you keep going with this? 13:29:39
MK: >///< ɨ thɨnk ɨ am… 13:29:51
MC: I'm lEss concErnED AbouT my own IssuEs AnD morE worrIED AbouT you. 13:29:55
MC: You nEED AnyTHIng? I cAn'T sEE sHIT buT I cAn gET somEonE To HElp you ouT 13:31:10
MC: You'rE noT In DAngEr or AnyTHIng rIgHT?! :oO 13:31:30
MK: >///< ɨ just… ɨ ønly want tø hɇlp nøw, and ɨt’s hard bɇcausɇ nøw… nøw ɨt’s gɇttɨng ɨn thɇ way øf ɇvɇrythɨng ɇlsɇ 13:31:57
MK: >///< and nø, ɨ’m nøt ɨn any dangɇr… 13:32:12
> "Well...I think her joining up with the clowns was her choice. I owe, Rav, like so much, but clown gospel isn't really my cup of scalding leaf fluid." 13:32:33
MK: >///< but ɨ døn’t want tø kɨll anymørɇ 13:33:29
> The Messiahs ask very little of those non purple blooded followers. Just that they remain true friends of clown. If hiveswap friendsim and the fucking mspa reader going to the dark carnival is anything to go by that was interesting 13:33:30
MC: WoulD you Do so If THosE you cArED for woulD DIE If you DIDn'T? 13:34:18
MK: >///< ɨ’vɇ dønɇ ɇnøugh øf that, ɨ wøuld fɨnd a way 13:34:42
MC: As long As you mAkE An EfforT THATs All HE cArEs AbouT. BEsIDEs, jusT kIllIng Is borIng. THIngs nEED To bE crEATIvE 13:35:34
MC: I oncE smAsHED Two Trolls TogETHEr usIng A pAIr of brIcks AnD A bIg Ass rubbErbAnD. 13:36:30
> "the juggalo faith is very strange. its nicest knowing another lowblood who feels that way too." 13:36:43
MK: >///< ɨ just… ɨ nɇɇd tø… thɨnk abøut thɨs før a whɨlɇ… 13:36:51
MC: I grEw DIsTrAcTED lAugHIng AT THEm AnD THEy EscApED AnD sTolE THE rEsT of my cloTHEs buT IT wAs worTH IT 13:37:19
MC: AIgHT 13:37:29
> You really miss those shoes. Oh your younger sweeps playing around once you learned how to make shit funny 13:38:38
> putting her pda away, she walks to the front doorframe and leaves a note 13:38:55
[we have some stuff going on, needed to go back, we are okay] 13:40:37
> He closed the small voodoo link he used to access the memo and curled up with his unlit blunt in his mouth. Seeing kitty sister was ok he could return to the dark void that was his deteriorating mental health 13:41:37
((we who's we?)) 13:41:39
> "Yeah. Higher powers don't really come into play when heinous shit happens to you and people like you, right?" 13:42:07
(( VS and MK 13:42:16
> "they stole my leechpop. what did they do to u??" 13:43:20
((the monkey stole his lusus not a highblood why is he lying? 13:43:49
> "Kidnapped. Almost dissected." 13:44:04
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((he monkeys were wearing some blue shades. as far as he knows they are associated with highbloods, which technically they arent.)) 13:45:23
((indigos are not purples 13:48:10
((indigos have nothing to do with clowns or their religion 13:48:33
((silence highblood!)) 13:48:52
((this is religious persecution over nothing 13:49:00
((and people complain about Ra being hemoist, at least he gets his demographics right 13:49:42
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[[ we're just two lowbloods talking shit about highbloods 13:50:03
> "oh no thats the worstest. we lowblood should stick together. i is on the top plane elevation if u want to talk." 13:50:22
((Ra saved both their lives, they're ungrateful as fuck overall 13:50:47
> she begins walking back, completely unaware and also forgetting about her new appendage, getting very weird look’s from most that pass her 13:52:53
> "Top floor, huh?" A small grin washed across the surface of his face, whilst he began to gently nod. "Yeah, okay. I might take you up on that, Low-slice." 13:55:28
MK: >///< søøn ɇnøugh shɇ gɇts back tø thɇ sanctuary løøkɨng før fukrøs but fɨndɨng nøthɨng 13:56:12
>* 13:56:25
> Herund leaves with his black roll of fabric and permission to use olive. He smiles; it's nice to make an ally. 13:56:52
> He fell into a troubled slumber, dreaming of being curled up under a massive purple tree with indigo flies buzzing and biting at his chitinous flesh 13:57:17
> His bicycle is gone. 14:01:18
> now worried, she runs back to the college, sprinting to her block 14:01:46
> Yeah. He's there. Just sitting on his recouperacoon. With his chin resting, squarely, atop both palms. 14:03:14
> “hey…” she walks up, a little hesitant “I know you said not to look for you but we live in the same block so… yeah” 14:07:46
> “while I’m here, are you alright?” 14:08:23
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> Fukros opened his mouth, as if he were about to say something, but nothing comes out, before is closes again. It's obvious that he's got something to say, but he's trying to find a way to say it, gently. After several moments, his brow furrows in frustration, and a heavy sigh escapes from within his lungs. "I wanna talk about [i]us[/i]." 14:12:15
> “yes, absolutely anything, what’s on your” 14:15:39
(( GOD FUCK 14:15:54
> “what’s on your mind that you need to talk about?” 14:16:27
> you obviously see him struggling to speak his pan, this must be serious. You walk over, sitting with him on his recoupercoon 14:18:42
> "Be completely honest with me here." His tone was absolutely serious. "Do you think we rushed into this?" He pointed his gaze at the olive-blood. A look of discomfort mixed with slight sadness present across the furface of his face. "Like...Are you having second thoughts about it?" 14:22:34
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> oh… this was the topic “rushed? Absolutely, I was running high on emotion and passion as everything was happening all at once” she looks him back with a slightly saddened look as well, but tries giving a half smile anyway “but not second thoughts, I want to be with you, and a lot more so than most, I just think it’s not in the “I love you and I will be with you until the walls come crashing down” and more of a “when those walls come down, I will be there to help you out of the rubble” kind of way because I still want to be WITH you, but I may not be ready for that yet…” 14:35:09
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> "Bone by bone, I made you, stitch by stitch, I gave you life. Wooden boy, I sold you, to the highest price...Tone by tone by I mold you, turn by turn I told you twice...my handmade celebrity, I made you, I made you from me...Bone by bone I broke you, stitch by stitch I pulled them out, wooden boy, I showed you, what'a life's all about...." he sang this quietly as he laid there. 16:48:46
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> his mind faded into thoughts of smoking his special startdust blunt, he cried as he laid there, he couldn't think about his babies anymore, not without stronger voodoos from a different clown flowing into his own. He'd rip his own pan out before he allowed that indigo bastard to discover his little ones. His thoughts focused hard on nothing but smoking. 16:56:39
((star* 16:56:54
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> Tobira looked over from where he was, resting with his grubs before offering an outreached voodoo to theirs in an attempt to sooth. 17:34:13
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