Friday 13 October 2023

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> they maintained a smile as they were throttled, mask falling off in the scuffle. “Am is Gaijin Muttsu! Makoto friend. Other troll being saved by Tobira. Details being Tobi with, though Tobi hurting. Voodoo lashing back? Unsure making.” Haha! He’s in danger :) “Other troll saving, am recover you and bringing here for resting. Resting ok?” 22:41:46

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“I…” as the mask comes off, she immediately lets go, standing over him just in case. “Resting huh… what happened though? Last I remember I was lost in an insane snowstorm inside of a building but it… was not a building?” She cannot let herself relax, even if he is a bit… innocent. She has a fist balled just in case. 22:49:37

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> “Illusion being. Lotta tech illusion. Trapping souls and trolls, powering by low psi pans. Intending trapping you, some reason. Not knowing past, dangerous troll seeming trap you.” 22:55:01

“ it was all an illusion? But… it was so real… is everyone all right though? Nobody died? Please tell me nobody died” 22:57:40

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> “far as know, only one. But dead long long before, gone looking while ago. Seemingly illusion, facilitating by temperature controlling and nano stuff. Advancing much! Super super danger!” 23:01:28

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“ wait… I was the only one? What about the snowmen! It was all… An illusion…?” She processes, this, feeling a sense of… sadness, yes, that’s the emotion. She feels sad… she thinks… now sitting down as this all runs through her pan, blinking more than she should. Were those trolls even real? Was she played a fool by some… higher more intelligent troll? Unsure, unsatisfactory, no good… 23:11:22

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> they sat with them. “The trolls battery using was saved too, recovering with good docterror. But yes… am sorry for chaos seeing.” 23:14:33

the problem with it was that she felt… what did she feel? She felt used, powerless figuratively and literally. She was useless, maybe even more than useless… she felt her body become more heavy, and she flopped to the ground. “Why… why can I just never help in a good way…” 23:21:52

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((hewwo 23:23:39

(Schroedinger's heart attack 23:23:57

((>:3 23:24:27

(:v anywaves, my innards vacany aside, do you need that repostyostyosty :9 23:24:29

((nah im good 23:24:38

> they mimicked them, flopping over right beside them. “Is not true, can be help in way of good. Helping good enough to worth a saving.” 23:25:16

(@ me when you respond I need to empty some more :v 23:30:26

“but what’s the point if you CANT EVEN SAVE SOMEONE AND NEED TO BE SAVED YOURSELF?! I may as well self destruct… I can’t do anything EVEN IF I CAN GO ANYWHERE! ARGH!” She shoves her hands into her eyes, not even being able to cry void, only being able to cry slightly sparkly teal tears. 23:38:37

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> You're sure there are many descriptors for you out there, but you wouldn't know, you never stick around to find out. It's time for that excuse, maybe you would answer honestly if you knew, maybe you do know. Who's to say? If you can't get the truth, no one will. "Just another one of my fits" The longer you watch the carpet, the more it starts to move, sway, roll like the tides on the sea. You know what you see isn't real, that won't stop you from observing it until you blink, then the piles of fibre are still for a moment again. "It doesn't really matter anyways, it happened, i'm sorry, that's it." You should stop apologising, or maybe you shouldn't? It doesn't seem like you've overstepped any bounds so if anything you're mostly just apologising for him having to see you like that. The endless sorrys are probably more annoying that your constant need to bother him for no reason. 23:40:42

> they sat up, scratching their head with a frown. “Knowing how feel. Feeling that to pump. How being so… disfigured.” They start unraveling their arm gauze. Deep scars everywhere, making up 89% of the visible flesh. Can practically see the muscle fibers. “Is… is wanting hug?” They offer the scar coated arm. 23:43:17

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she sits up after hearing the request, not hesitating to embrace then, squeezing them tightly as she cried over his shoulder, not even paying attention to the scars, only wanting the warmth of another life. 23:51:40

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> they’re honestly a bit shocked! That was quick! They Hugh back tightly, warming themselves up a bit to add to the heat offering. 23:59:34

Saturday 14 October 2023

> "I see. I think it means a lot more than nothing." You look over at them, lifting a hand to poke at their cheek, "You seemed ready to [i]try[/i] and kill me. I would have welcomed the fight, I still should see what you can do, but then you did [i]that[/i] instead." The straight line of your mouth twinges a bit into a slightly disgruntled frown, but, ultimately, your face retained that same air of boredom as before, "I wouldn't say no to helping you out with whatever you think you need, but I can't help if I don't know." What you're offering is genuine help, but who knows what they think will help them? 00:01:00

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“gahhh… *sniffles* AhhHh…” truely in anguish this computer is, her body hard and cold staring through digital glass eyes, a soul stuck in a forsaken body. Her hands almost clawing into him as she spirals into a deep sadness. 00:07:52

> Ow, that’s pain. But not too bad, it’ll heal up. They pat the trolls back lightly. “Is ok being, letting all out. Let all outing.” 00:10:11

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after about five minutes, she manages to calm her self down “ugh… I’m a mess…” she then goes back onto the couch, pulling away from him, and sitting down, her head in her hands as she still is in distress. 00:20:18

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> they followed, sitting beside them. “Hardly. Far looking better than am is, though face halving and gross default.” They shrug. They seem to be keeping A certain proximity to Blanca currently. 00:26:04

> You look over at him when he pokes your cheek, what would help you? "You think I do?" That's a bit honest for your tastes but it's the best answer you could give. Focusing on yourself is not in your skillsets, if a thought isn't relevant to whatever you're obsessed with at the moment, it gets shoved in the box in the back of your pan and never touched again. That includes your needs and wants. "Maybe I decided killing you isn't a great idea with the tournament. Maybe it was a reflex, an impulse, maybe it was just because." Your excuses are getting shittier, you've been off your game for ages. Even if he thinks he wants to help you, it's just another problem you're throwing his way, an insignificant one at that. He shouldn't be wasting his time with your bullshit. "It's a me problem either way." 00:26:57

(whoops, i forgot the > lol) 00:27:00

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> she lifts her head, now truely analyzing him or… at least doing the best she can to through tears. “W… what happened to you? You look just like me after…” she stops herself “but what happened?” 00:35:00

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> "Maybe you shouldn't have to worry about the tournament then." Blanca's back now, so your mind has allowed [color=black][u]that[/u][/color] thought to resurface for you. You feel like you already have the answer you want to give it, but you'll save it for later. For now, you give them all your focus, "You know, to alleviate some stress from your shoulders. Especially if any of it is caused by me. I get the feeling you're still a bit mad at me for something or another." 00:38:29

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> “Explosion. Troll I saw, slumping over in club abolution. Investigate, turning out being gutted. Insides filling with bomb, trigger when touch. Then boom!” They gesture a large explosion. “Taking much, but managing to get self to medic. Healing, but given… interesting of quality?” 00:39:10

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> “ah… I guess somebody really had an agenda for you. Then again, not many would suspect the bomb to be in the chest cavity of someone, I’m sure no one would” she becomes more curious than scared of his disfigured body, scooting closer to get a better look, wiping the tears from her eyes to did so. 00:42:53

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> closer inspection garners more information. Likely they had turned away as the explosion took, saving only had a face. And it had to have taken an eye too because that’s a robotic prosthetic… many facial muscles on the damaged side are gone as the eye lids are unmoving and neutral and the lips… what lips, that side is always baring a skeletal gnashing. Eating and drinking will forever be torment unless wearing a mask. And if looking closely at the scaring not on the face, the fibers seem to be twitching individually, of their own accord too as no visible twitching is seen past that. 00:51:34

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> “so… interesting” she had half forgotten what she was even sad about, now hypnotized by the strange movements of his muscle strands, wondering if the same was the case for his arms and skin, grabbing them and bringing them closer. “And that is… normal?” 00:57:12

> Are you? You can't even remember what you were mad about when you smashed his husktop, or why you were that pissed about it. Things get out of hand quickly when you don't keep a tight enough leash on them. "If I am, I can't remember why so let's just call it even. If anything you should be mad at me." No you aren't mad right now. You always have the feeling that seeing him at the end of your blade wouldn't be too bad but you aren't angry this second. You don't think you can be, and thats the point. "Like I said, I don't know what I need so how am I supposed to give you an answer?" A mind reader would know more about what goes on in your pan than you. 00:59:05

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> the same is seen. “Yes, but being only surface. Thus why wearing gauze like mummy do. Wanting to see bigger example make?” They offered as they ready a hand, reaching under their baggy polo shirt. 01:01:22

> at the moment she wasn’t quite thinking straight, the delirious nature of bawling, her eyes out, made her lightheaded, not really thinking twice after her answer. “Sure!” well… either this gets raunchy or maybe something happens, who knows. 01:06:05

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> they groan in pain, crackling is heard under the shirt as the pull as something before something snaps and something else squelched. They pull out their hand and hold a seemingly heavily mutated rib bone. It seems to have taken a bladed and angular shape, akin to a boomerang!… but more blue stained and gross. “T-Tatadaaa!” They say now holding their chest. “Growing back will, not worrying should.” After what you did, they should be puking! 01:12:09

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> "Hm. I wouldn't know. It's your pan, I'd just be a guest, but maybe I could find a cerulean to dig around in there for terrorpy." You poke at their temple, around where your bandage from where they struck you would be, "Or we could get you an outlet of some kind. Work doesn't help and I don't think being your punching bag bodes well for me in the future with those eyes of yours. Wouldn't mind trying that though, if you think it would work best for you." Can't be self-destructive if someone else is doing the destroying of your being. Lack of preservation? Maybe, but even still, does it matter? 01:15:49

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> she does not puke, and if anything is far from it! She grabs the boomerang bone and looks at it in wonder and astonishment. “You can do that?!” She then gives the boomerang back, now wondering what it looks like under the shirt. “Wait… can I see your chest, pleeease? That is amazing!” 01:17:52

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> they nod, offering a look. Gauze pushed aside as the wound made was slowly healing. Muscles, skin, blood, working in tandem and far too quick for the average body. Can Eve see a new rib bone already being fabricated with blue calcium. “Wil likely feeling sick soon after finishing. Too much calcium being toxic, but usually only puking once.” They spoke. There’s likely a ton of heat coming off the wound as it’s doing this. 01:24:10

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> she wants to feel it. She has no idea why but… She wants to touch it. Something about the bones and flesh melding together was just so beautiful to her. Maybe it was because she despised her own inorganic body, or maybe it was due to past trauma she has hidden but, it was hard to resist sticking a finger in. “Hmn…” she did get her hand closer, but did not touch. 01:33:52

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> the organism’s reached out, investigating. Is this flesh? Is this food??… no. It’s nothing edible. The flesh returns to healing. Cool. 01:37:29

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> “whoa…” she gets closer to it, so very curious of its nature, not aware she still had void residue on the tip of her finger as she prods the mass, forgetting it was attached to muttsu. This stuff is incredible, it makes organic mass from nothing! She was no longer sad, now quite enjoying this in a sick way. 01:46:57

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> Thats a lot of being poked. "No I don't want to hurt you and I don't beat people up for no reason." You're sure he will have some comeback to that considering. Your outlets tend to be more self destructive or distracting, hence your current state, you do less damage when you're stoned out of your sponge. "My eyes are only and issue without the glasses." It's not like you can really control that aspect of yourself, no matter how much you certainly try. "I'm not letting anyone I don't know dig around in my pan, I shouldn't have to explain to you how bad of an idea that is." You doubt a cerulean could even get into your pan. 01:50:53

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> the fluid that comes off the finger rolls between the fibers of muscle and is ejected to the skin where it’s attempted to be absorbed by some layers of skin. If it can’t then it’ll be ejected into the gauze. Eventually the wound heals fully and leaves an irritation rash where the wound was. “Seeming interest in ability, why is so?” They asked as they tightened the gauze on their chest and arms and lowered the shirt. 01:55:25

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> Well, you can at the very least say you tried. Maybe not your best. Nah, definitely not your overall best. Best you could as you are now? Yes, but certainly the best your entire being could do, "Mhm. Well, you tell me whenever you think of something. Or don't. Not my business after all." Unconcerned- seemingly anyway. You did say you care for them. Expressing that is impossible, but you think you meant it. Most likely. "The tournament probably won't be so bad. What do feel like doing now?" 02:05:59

> the void is, well, safe for the body and is non toxic as long as Blanca makes sure nothing enter it so unless the mass can recognize the potential for danger it is easily absorbed, though it is yet unknown what happens if it enters the bloodstream (foreshadowing alert ssssshh). She pulls her finger back, rubbing at it with the other finger as she observes the blue blood on her. “Well, I’m non organic, I used to until my soul and pan were transferred into this artificial body, and to this day I have been fascinated by… flesh” she had never tasted natural blood before, deciding now would be a good time to test that out, taking a lick at her finger. 02:06:45

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((brb i hunger 02:09:27

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> yum, blueberry blood! As sweet as the guy is from and it ticks the tongue too. Muttsu smiled. “Am figured, had carried so far to dorm. Recognizing metal bones when feeling them.” They giggled. “Blanca silly being!” 02:20:50

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*tickles 02:23:47

> “heh… in a way my situation is very silly, but still… I would do anything for a real body… to be a real troll and not some sick toy soldier.” She keeps licking her finger before she realizes… hmm, there is a bit more than a drop forming on her finger… did she… dilute her void into his blood? hmm, interesting, better keep this a secret. “ so… what’s it like having that ability?” 02:29:07

> “painful, having hurt self to use and most often self poisoning. But not seeing toy soldier, so far seeing cool troll. Rather being liking to you than am now. Ugly, not able healing old wounding, puke often make.” They say as they lean back. “Rather being cool tech than the mutate rapid.” 02:33:33

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> she pets the troll on the back ”aww, you are not ugly! Unique and one-of-a-kind is more like it, I see nothing wrong with how you look!” She speaks with a smile. “ besides, I still remember my chest cavity in full view full of wires and hoses, now that’s ugly… but it’s not like I have a choice… and I guess this will be the closest I will ever get to a real body, artificial organs and all” she then tilts her head “what’s it like to puke?” 02:42:25

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> “is ick. Deal of expell poison and dizzy make. And missing half lip. Thinking ugly if drinking and food spilling out one side.” They say as they pick up the half mask they dropped, setting it back on their face. Seems to stay there after setting it. “Not feel good, for either being really.” 02:48:47

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((settled for chai 02:53:49

(what flavor :v 02:54:11

(you mean chai tea?) 02:54:11

((i mean chai 02:54:18

((as in chai 02:54:22

(I think he mean chai tea) 02:54:36

((chai means tea 02:54:43

(then why the hell is it that they understand exactly what I mean when I ask for chai tea at the local coffee shop) 02:55:17

(no one corrects me on that shit because you are wrong) 02:55:47

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(chai is the flavor dummy) 02:56:30

((hehe, silly American drinking tea-tea 02:56:34

((bro what 02:56:41

(its called "customer service" :v they dont wanna make you seem ignorant 02:56:42

((it literally means tea 02:56:46

((like im not trying to be rude thats just 02:56:59

((it’s the best fucking prank ever tho! 02:57:21

((i dont know what you want from me thats just what it translates as 02:57:23

(don't tell me you say matcha tea too >:u 02:57:59

((the full name is masala chai for the kind i make but its just generally referred to as chai 02:58:03

((NOOO NOT THE MATCHA TEA 02:58:14

(well you don’t ask them for just straight up tea, you don’t know what kind of tea want, so you say chai teas clear it up and let them know ) 02:58:25

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((JUST SAY CHAI 02:58:43

((oops casplock 02:58:47

(appropriate caps strikes again 02:59:00

(it’s chai tea and I will refer to it as such) 02:59:11

((its chai 02:59:15

((I WANT THE ONE THE BRITS STOLE! 02:59:35

((masala chai or kashmiri chai or whatever kind you drink 02:59:37

(Just don't let Spider-Man India catch you saying that 02:59:37

((chai tea 02:59:46

((chai means tea 02:59:53

(no, wrong) 03:00:24

((what 03:00:27

(pap) 03:00:33

((what do you mean wrong 03:00:35

(( i prefer tea tea 03:00:38

((chai literally translates to tea 03:00:48

((or chai chai better yet 03:00:59

((i am so genuinely baffled right now 03:01:21

/([url=https://youtube.com/shorts/8y0qaka_F64?si=3jYXsAUyhC5ptN7R]Me if I get my hands on you[/url] 03:01:40

(it’s chai tea, and nobody can convince me otherwise, get papped) 03:01:46

((im going to have an aneurism 03:02:07

(really… Now you’re going to be trusting everything that movies teach? I might as well strap a bunch of balloons to my house to go to the Grand Canyon) 03:02:59

((BRO WHART 03:03:07

((I FUCKUADSBGV 03:03:10

((*absorbs the chaos energy this chat emits* 03:03:43

(once again, science prevails) 03:03:47

(:v hell nah. 03:05:11

(and you are left to the dirt to enjoy your incomplete and fake tea, while I sit high up on my throne enjoying my perfect chai tea) 03:05:41

((chai chai :y I chose chaos 03:06:16

((i dont know whether to laugh or cry 03:06:40

(weap) 03:07:12

(i choose to do neither and consult the elder gods. A doordash menu. 03:07:19

((wise 03:07:36

((im doing both 03:07:57

(If Dunkin Donuts says Chai Tea, you prevail, if not? Well. We eat you. 03:08:05

((hot 03:08:22

(even Starbucks is in my favor) 03:08:36

((tbf, it’s a horrid Americanism 03:09:22

((every day i hate this fandom more 03:09:25

((/j 03:09:28

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