Tuesday 10 October 2023

> "Yeah, I plan to. I usually like to handle most problems set directly before; which in this moment without Blanca being somewhere else, is you. So, want to try it again or are you okay?" The main reason you ask is because it was an okay kiss. You weren't really trying. You also didn't want to leave them here alone in case they were still feeling extra spiteful and wanted to nuke your block with whatever energy that had stored getting agitated with you. Maybe they misread themselves and that's why they're so... like this at the moment. Beside them self with their own actions. Is it what they wanted? Maybe, maybe not. You didn't initiate anything, so it's not like you'd feel bad for it happening- even if you could feel. 17:05:21

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((*break dances In corner* 19:35:27

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((another day another slay 19:47:28

((eaaghhhghhhhhghhh 19:47:36

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((bout to die stg 19:47:55

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((i need advice from the council 19:49:25

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(*touches down* 19:53:41

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> When is the time to think and when is the time to act? Sure you would be fine with another kiss, but you can't just do that, it would make things weird. On the other hand it is just a kiss.. If you could mentally scream you would be, not at the immediate situation but over the fact that your pan won't stop thinking, seriously how do you deal with this shit. This is a bad idea. Is it really? Gog if you could see the future or some shit like that. Fuck it it's fine. "Yes, okay, we can try again. But I will kill you if you ever mention this again." You probably can't kill him but it is a very real threat that you can at least attempt to make good on. You need a clurch exorcism after the bullshit you're pulling, or maybe you should just stop thinking. You will be getting an earful from yourself about this later. 20:12:17

((hot dayum 20:16:15

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> "We'll see about that." And that's all you'll give them. You pull them up to sit beside you, letting out a sigh and closing your eyes. Your thoughts are submerged in goop. Hm. They still seem apprehensive. Oh well. You open your eyes again, faced with... their face. Of course. You press a hand to their flushed cheeks. What do they want from you? What should you try? There's a wave of... something that staggers through the goop of your pan. Stop thinking so much. You rub their cheek a bit as you stare into their eyes with that cold, unchanging expression. You give their cheek a little pull, no reason for you to explain why, "I can see why you're so reserved." What's that supposed to mean? You won't answer whatever potential inquiry comes up as you just kiss them again, holding it, and planning to hold it for as long as [i]they[/i] think they can last. 20:29:49

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((Hewwo everyone 20:42:01

(*command grab* 20:42:18

((* le screams* 20:43:40

((Hoi! 20:43:56

((Cant believe ive been command grabbed now im gonn be robo slung into the stratosphere and laser beamed 20:46:05

> You would ask a thousand questions about that but you're a little busy now. Myabe you should just make the executive decision to shut your pan down, would that be for the best? You let yourself lean into him, resting your body weight on one hand. This is definitely one of the weirdest ways you've ended up kissing someone, not particularly in the way that you were going to punch him or shank him, but just the overall vibes. You aren't apprehensive about the actual kissing part or even really about the kissing him part, just sort of the everything else? You have better things to be doing, so does he, it doesn't particularly seem like he even wants to be doing this, hes just humouring another one of your breakdowns. Should you feel bad? You cup his cheek with your cold metal hand, you'll ponder the point of all this later. It won't kill you to let yourself have something akin to fun for once. 20:46:20

((KYAAA 20:46:23

((But nyems i should have two hours i can vibe around before i gotta go for the night 20:46:59

(:v zehahaha 20:47:23

((oki 20:47:25

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((unfortunately am tied up on both ends still so *dies of cringe* 20:51:36

((death 20:53:44

((rip 20:53:47

> This is the "fun" part. You know, the part where you disregard the need of oxygen-- their's, not yours. You'll be fine, you know that. Them? Well, you'll see soon enough. The kiss continues... and continues. Like... absurdly long. Sure, a good 15 or 20 seconds is fine, but you're easily encroaching beyond that with sights of pulling away any time soon. You slide your hand from their cheek, completely at ease as this little engagement doesn't breach any bit of your barriers. Physical or mental- and it can't breach emotional if you've got none. You push closer into them and deepen the kiss as you do so. Hm. From the glance you got earlier from the optimized tracker you made, seems like Blanca's closer to water. Seemed like it was by a ridge of some sort... or maybe you misread it and it's more like the water's edge of a lake? A mountain perhaps? Well, it was just a quick glance before you started dealing with CJ. Oh, right, CJ. How long as this been going on? Hm. Lost track of moments. Well, you guess won't stop now and keep it going. 20:58:32

(and I'm getting the vitamin C :v 20:58:56

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((gen question 21:04:23

((how are you kissing people that you cant breathe? 21:04:34

(:[i]V[/i] sheer force of will 21:07:04

((you have a nose my man 21:07:33

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(>:v my nose is none of your c o n c e r n 21:09:11

((Better be careful with that before it gets stolen 😔 21:10:10

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(uwu i dont need it 21:14:02

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> You stare at the ceiling for a moment. 21:21:04

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> How long has it been? How long is an acceptable amount of time for this? He probably didn't expect to kiss longer than a quick smooch, you don't know what you expected, you're the one taking the lead here so it's on you. After a second or two more you pull away for his sake, the tips of your ears are yellow now. you should probably say something but you forgot about that option, instead you just look at his face, the details of his skin. You're still close enough to see, palm still resting on his cheek. 21:31:29

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((ping me i need to go read 21:45:17

(yerrrrrrrr 21:45:57

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> That was probably long enough. You ease back into a more relaxed sitting position; not a hair out of place, a brow quirked, a change in breathing or anything of the sort. Your face is devoid of any extra pigmentation, meanwhile, it'd clear to you this served only to the further the fire in their face. "Hm." That's about all the reaction they'll be getting out of you for right now. You put your hand over their metallic one still caressing your cheek. This is... Hm. Yeah. You'll stick with 'Hm' for right now, "We will talk about this later. I have to pick up Blanca and do some things." You slowly remove their hand from your cheek and place it in their lap, "Keep that up, it suits you." You vaguely gesture to their brightened face. Guess that's good enough praise to keep them preoccupied. You get out of the bed and get your shoes on, "Anything more?" 22:03:21

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> Blanca, right, you somehow forgot about the kidnapping. The second your feet hit the floor, you're already moving to leave. You'll stop by his desk and collect the parts you slammed down earlier, shaking your head "Sorry." Do you even know why you're apologising? You constantly inconveniencing him is definitely part of it. You should probably stay at your old hive for awhile, lessen the chances of getting anyone else wrapped up in your episodic drama. It wasn't even really an issue until you started talking to others, now you remember why you don't really socialise. You shove the parts in the pocket of your hoodie, looking back at the bed to see the damage you did to the sheets with that gross mud sludge before opening the door and turning to leave. You should be worried about Blanca, or about Zegamas indifference to everything, but right now you just need to leave, get out of the way. You need to get your head on straight. When did you become the emotional one? All this recklessness is concerningly out of character, some time alone will do you good. 22:40:19

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> There they go, running off. Well, you aren't exactly being... hm. Whatever they need. Or maybe want? One of the two. Could be both, not mutually exclusive. You aren't primed to stop them, you don't think you want to, "Don't worry about it. It's just a husktop. I can always get another." You see them to the door, opening it up for them for a much more... invested farewell. May seem a bit indelicate considering what just went down, but who cares? Uh... them, actually. You at least think they care, so you'll have to exercise a bit of caution with them. Best you can muster anyways, "And I mean it. We will talk later." Okay, not much of an option there. Barely any grace was carried with that, "How about after... well. I'll figure it out later, just. Stay out of trouble for me, okay?" 23:04:27

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((*breakdancing cat meme* 23:34:18

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(*spin move* wombo combo OOOOOHHHHHHH *flips into a flare* WOOOOOOOOOO 23:43:29

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