Friday 10 March 2023

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: a stew with a sto(k base... is a mu(h more fulfilled meal. 16:25:47

> Soup is for bitches. 16:26:07

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: S+me sch——ls +f th+ught say that asking why there’s meaning in the first place precludes the definiti+n +f it. 16:26:35

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: ...the question )O(f soup... existentialism... existentialist soup? 16:28:07

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: There’s n+ reas+n t+ break d+wn the axi+ms if they’re s+lid in the first place. 16:28:12

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī līttlē cōncērn mȳsēlf wīth sūch qūēstīōns nōw, ādmīttēdlȳ. thōūgh pērsōnāl ēxpērīēncē hās īnfērrēd tō mē thāt ēxīstēncē īs cȳclīcāl, ānd prēdētērmīnēd tō ā dēgrēē. thērē ārē pōīnts whērēūpōn māttērs ārē fīxēd ānd cērtāīn tō trānspīrē, ānd ōthērs whērē thērē īs nō sūch stīpūlātīōn. thē īnēvītāblē āsīdē, ēxīstēncē īs vērȳ mūch whāt ȳōū shāpē īt tō bē, ās īs thē nātūrē ōf ēxīstēncē. :> 16:30:21

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: are... the axioms you speak )O(f in regards to soup... in whi(h the axioms in this (ontext... as ingredients... are intrinsi(ally questionable? 16:30:54

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: whāt cōnstītūtēs sōūp? :> 16:31:12

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Three beans. 16:31:27

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thēn ā cūrrȳ cān bē ā sōūp. 16:31:39

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ā sālād, tōō, cān bē ā sōūp. 16:31:59

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: sigh. 16:32:06

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Curry fr+m r+ux +r curry fr+m c+c+nut milk. 16:32:13

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Did y+u have a different phil+s+phy earlier. 16:33:24

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: It’s s+rt +f implied. 16:34:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōh. ȳēs. ōvō 16:34:17

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: I d+n’t ask that either. 16:34:46

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: The gr+und d+esn’t need t+ be defined. It defines itself and I listen. 16:35:04

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thāt rēlīēs ōn thē fāllīblē sēnsēs hōwēvēr. ȳōū cānnōt ēnsūrē, wīth ābsōlūtēlȳ cērtāīntȳ, thē ēxīstēncē ōf grōūnd ās ȳōū ūndērstānd īt. :> 16:36:12

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ȳōū ārē hōwēvēr āblē tō chōōsē, tō īmpōsē ȳōūr wīll ūpōn rēālītȳ, tō dēfīnē whāt ȳōū cōnsīdēr grōūnd tō bē cōnsīdērēd grōūnd. āt lēāst ūntīl thāt nōtīōn īs chāllēngēd. 16:36:47

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: ...ground has an immovable definition... with a (orresponden(e )O(f textural multitudes. the definition )O(f the ground... isn't independently defined as it is perspe(tive... in whi(h the definition remaims sediment. 16:45:51

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (( remains* oh mobile 16:46:02

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: pun intended. 16:46:10

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: I d+n’t need t+ define it. By y+ur definiti+n, unless y+u’re unique, reality defines itself +n y+u recipr+cally. 16:46:39

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: The gr+und defines itself +n me until I challenge its claim. 16:47:03

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Objects impress their +wn existence +n their +wn envir+nment. 16:47:42

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: It d+esn’t take eff+rt t+ feel the indentati+ns. 16:48:00

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: yet, reality has few laws, inarguable aspe(ts... that make reality identifiable. what (laims to the ground... are you (hallenging, exa(tly? 16:49:35

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: you... began defining it the moment you mentioned it, no? 16:50:15

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: I’m speaking +thers’ language. 16:50:44

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Matching y+ur definiti+n with the +ne I kn+w. 16:51:21

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: I d+n’t define anything but myself. 16:51:38

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: this is... not your language by the extension in whi(h you type it? /:C 16:51:45

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: my definition....is (ertainly not unique and based )O(n... )O(bservable s(ien(e. 16:52:16

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī ām mērēlȳ ēnjōȳīng thē cōnvērsātīōn. :> 16:53:42

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī nēvēr stātēd ī hēld īt tō bē pārtīcūlārlȳ trūē. īt jūst hāppēns tō bē thē schōōl ōf thōūght fōrēmōst ōn mȳ mīnd āt thē mōmēnt. 16:54:09

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īt māȳ chāngē ēvēntūāllȳ. :> īnēvītāblȳ, ēvēn. 16:54:27

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: i'm guessing... youre )O(n )O(f those absurdly spoken, logi( denying non(onformists, avenue?... 16:54:53

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: agreeably... ground is also defined by (hanges in matter... so whatever avenue speaks )O(f... seems like nonsense. 16:55:33

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īf ōnē īs ōnlȳ āblē tō dēfīnē thēmsēlvēs wīth cērtāīn āccūrācȳ, thēȳ ārē ōnlȳ āblē tō dēfīnē rēālītȳ wīthīn thēīr bōūnds ōf pērcēptīōn. 16:57:12

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: pērcēptīōn īs fāllīblē ānd īmprēssīōns cān bē fālsīfīēd. :> 16:57:24

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ūnlēss ōnēs dēfīnītīōn cān bē lōgīcāllȳ ānd īntūītīvēlȳ chāllēngēd, thē dēfīnītīōn rēmāīns. whēn īt īs ādēqūātēlȳ chāllēngēd ānd ōvērthrōwn, thē dēfīnītīōn īs āltērēd tō āccōmōdātē thē nēw wōrld vīēw. 16:58:25

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īt īs ān īdlē āmūsēmēnt tō tōȳ wīth schōōls ōf thōūght. īt's nōnsēnsē āftēr āll, āttēmptīng tō dēfīnē dēfīnītīōn. :> būt īt īs fūn. 16:59:28

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: ...i believe there is natural rational in defining )O(ur surroundings... as it dire(tly benefits us and is built in )O(ur sensory intuition... )O(nly, i find avenue's somewhat hypo(riti(al refusal to define things silly... 17:03:09

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī fīnd īt cūrīōūs. :> īt ūrgēs mē tō īnqūīrē īntō thē dēvēlōpmēnts whīch cāūsēd sūch ān ōūtlōōk ōn līfē. 17:04:13

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: su(h (on(eptual sensory )O(utlooks define themselves... to define purposefully. 17:05:27

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: were we not to define anything... we simply (ouldn't. 17:05:43

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: but we (an, therefore we are meant to. 17:06:03

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: whāt ōf thāt whīch lācks cōmmōn dēfīnītīōn? :> 17:06:46

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: in(on(lusiveness is simply a by produ(t )O(f understanding... 17:15:02

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: definitions... (an be a sum )O(f (onglomerate information? )O(r... a series )O(f best approximations. 17:16:23

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (( :( 17:25:34

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōnē sūppōsēs sō, ȳēs. ī ām nōt īn dīsāgrēēmēnt wīth thāt stātēmēnt. ūvū 17:28:20

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: i find this... tediously debatable. 17:35:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: what's more about you..? 17:35:28

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: dō ȳōū mēān mȳ vīēw ōn thē māttēr? :> bēcāūsē ī dō nōt hāvē ānȳ pārtīcūlārlȳ strōng ōpīnīōns sāvē mȳ pēnchānt fōr prēdētērmīnīsm. 17:36:25

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: i meant... matters )O(n you generally..? 17:40:36

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōh. thērē īs līttlē tō dīscūss. bȳ dēsīgn ānd dūē tō ūnfōrtūnātē cīrcūmstāncē, mūch ōf mȳ nīghtlȳ līfē īs hūmdrūm ānd rāthēr ūnēvēntfūl. āt tīmēs, ī ām āblē tō prōcūrē sōmēthīng whīch mīght īnspīrē mȳ īnqūīsītīvēnēss. būt lārgēlȳ, īt īs ān ēntīrēlȳ mūndānē ēxīstēncē. sōmē mīght cāll īt rāthēr hōrrīfȳīng, āctūāllȳ. ^v^ 17:43:01

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īt īs mūch līkē stārīng īntō ā wāll ānd wātchīng thē pīgmēntātīōn flūīd drȳ. 17:43:36

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: that isn't literally what you do... is it? 17:45:14

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: nō. :> ī sīt īn mȳ hīvē, ī tēnd tō māttērs whīch nēēd tēndīng tō pērtāīnīng tō hȳgīēnē ānd dīgnītȳ. bȳ ōccāsīōn, ī gō tō hūnt. nēār dāwn, ī pērfōrm mȳ wōrk, thēn rētūrn tō slēēp ānd hōpē īt īs ā rēstfūl ōnē. 17:46:23

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thōūgh ī dō sūppōsē thē ghōsts ārē sōmēwhāt nōvēl tō thōsē whō ārē nōt fāmīlīār wīth thēm. :> 17:46:44

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: )O(h, a job pertaining to the dis(arnate undead..? i should disagree... that is highly eventful. 17:50:03

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōh nō. mȳ vōcātīōn īs thāt ōf ā cōrpsē hāūlēr. thē spēctrēs ārē mērēlȳ ā bȳprōdūct ōf mȳ psīōnīc īnclīnātīōns. 17:50:54

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ghōsts ārē nōt ēvēntfūl. thēīr ēxīstēncē īs cȳclīcāl. ālmōst trāgīc īf īt wērēn't fōr thē fāct thāt mȳ pītȳ fōr thēsē ābērrātīōns hāvē lōng sīncē dwīndlēd īntō nōthīng. ōvō 17:52:23

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: even if... spirits (ould be repetitious past lamentations... hearing them at all gives an enhan(ed experien(e. 17:53:32

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (y(li(al, perhaps... but not all (y(les are (ompletely identi(al. 17:53:51

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: the hydrologi( (y(le itself is subje(t to differing variables along the way... 17:56:31

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōnē mīght thīnk sō. būt thēīr ēxīstēncēs, ōr whāt ōnē mīght cāll ā fācsīmīlē ōf ēxīstēncē, fōllōw thē sāmē pāth. fīrst thēȳ ārē lāmēntātīōūs, thēn thēȳ māȳ bēcōmē āggrēssīvē, ōbsēssēd ōr ōthērwīsē dēspērātē. thēīr ēnērgȳ īs wāstēd īn ēffōrts whīch thēȳ cānnōt āct. thēīr nātūrē īs nōt tō chāngē. thēīr vērȳ fōrcē ōf wīll dēmānds ā sīnglē-mīndēd āffēctātīōn fōr sōmēthīng whīch thēȳ hāvē lōst ōr hāvē lēft ūnrēsōlvēd. sōmē chōōsē tō ēvēntūāllȳ lēt gō ōf thīs ōbsēssīōn, ōthērs pērsīst dēspītē thē frūītlēssnēss ōf thēīr strīfē. būt fīnāllȳ thēȳ mūst fācē thē crūēl rēālītȳ ōf thēīr īnābīlītȳ tō āctīōn ānd fādē. āt fīrst thēȳ mīght ēxprēss dīstrēss. būt thēȳ tūrn sīlēnt īn tīmē tō wāft āwāȳ, līkē smōkē īn thē wīnd. 17:57:45

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īt ūsēd tō bē qūītē tōūchīng. nōw īt īs ā nūīsāncē. ūvū 17:58:05

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ((ēnāct* nōt jūst āct. 17:58:28

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: still... i find it impossible that every troll... boils down to a (ompletely unified identity )O(f sentiments. (ould their... *seemingly* identi(le nature be an )O(versight? 18:02:47

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (( identi(al 18:03:09

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: as )O(f now... i (annot imagine trolls like myself ever expressing su(h pitiful regret. 18:04:00

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī hāvē ēxpērīēncēd thēīr prēsēncē fōr thē ēntīrētȳ ōf mȳ līfē. :> ī cān wīth cērtāīntȳ sāȳ thāt vērȳ fēw spēcīmēn ēvēr ēxhībīt ānȳthīng dīffērēnt. thīs īs bēcāūsē ghōsts ōnlȳ cōmē tō bē dūē tō ā sēnsē ōf lōngīng. thāt īs tō sāȳ, thēȳ ēxīst bēcāūsē thē wīll ōf thē dēcēāsēd trānscēnds thē bōūndārīēs ōf thēīr cōrpōrēāl fōrm. vērȳ fēw sūch spīrīts sūrvīvē lōng, nātūrāllȳ. ūnlēss thēȳ ārē tērrīblȳ stālwārt, thēȳ ārē dōōmēd tō dīspērsē īn ā pītȳfūl ānd āltōgēthēr ūndīgnīfīēd stātē. 18:04:53

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: nātūrāllȳ, īt īsn't sīmplȳ ās ēāsȳ ās tō mērēlȳ dēsīrē. :> 18:05:11

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īt īs tō dēnȳ mōrtālītȳ īn ēvērȳ fāshīōn, tō rējēct dēāth. whīch mōst trōlls cānnōt cōnscīōūslȳ dō. 18:05:32

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: āll thāt rēmāīns thērēāftēr īs dēspāīr. ūvū 18:05:50

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thē tīmē māȳ vārȳ. īt māȳ bē ā māttēr ōf wēēks. pērhāps mōnths ōr swēēps. īndēēd, īt īs cōmmōn thāt mōst trōlls pērsīst ā swēēp ōr twō īn sūch ā stātē. būt thērē īs nō shōrtāgē ōf thē dēlūsīōnāl, nōr ā lāck ōf rēādīlȳ ēxēcūtēd trōlls. 18:07:50

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: that is somewhat relatable... though, have you (onsidered that despite experien(e, your visions )O(f them (ould be skewered by external interpretation?... 18:07:51

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: your experien(e leans heavily toward quantity... would you say it's ever depended )O(n quality time? 18:08:46

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: ghosts... from what i heard... do remain to be dis(ernible individuals, despite (y(li(al natures. 18:09:31

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: whēn ī wērē ȳōūngēr ī wōūld tākē thē ēffōrt tō āīd thōsē pītȳfūl spīrīts, sōmētīmēs sūccēssfūllȳ, lārgēlȳ nōt sō mūch. spēndīng tīmē wīth sūch spīrīts, ȳōū māȳ nōtē thāt sōmē māȳ ȳēt rētāīn āspēcts ōf thēīr pērsōnālītȳ ānd īdēntītȳ. būt thēȳ sōōn dēvōlvē. thēīr vērȳ ēxīstēncē hīngēs ōn īt. thēȳ cānnōt mērēlȳ pērsīst. :> thēȳ pērsīst bēcāūsē thērē īs sōmēthīng thēȳ mūst rēsōlvē. ā lōvēd ōnē, lēft āsīdē. ā wōrk ōf ārt ūnfīnīshēd. sōmēthīng ūnāccōmplīshēd. 18:10:31

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ēīthēr thē tāsk īs cōmplētēd, thē tāsk īs rēndērēd ūnāblē tō bē cōmplētēd, ōr thē spīrīt gīvēs īn tō thēīr īnābīlītȳ tō pērfōrm whāt thēȳ mūst. 18:11:08

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thōūgh tō dēdīcātē ȳōūrsēlf tō āct ās thē bēnēfāctōr ōf thēsē spīrīts īs āltōgēthēr frūītlēss. īt īs bēttēr thē dēād lēārn tō dīē thān tō ēxpēct thēmsēlvēs vīndīcātēd pāst thēīr pāssīng. 18:12:29

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: hm. so... (y(li(al in the sense )O(f natural phenomenon..? the very same... (ould be said )O(f living trolls. 18:13:39

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōnē sūppōsēs sō. :> mōst trōlls ārē ūnrēmārkāblē. thēȳ wīll līvē, thēn thēȳ wīll dīē. 18:14:30

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: whāt thēȳ dō māȳ āffēct thēīr īmmēdīātē sūrrōūndīngs. būt vērȳ fēw cān fūndāmēntāllȳ chāngē thēīr ēnvīrōnmēnt. ānd nēvēr īrrēvērsīblȳ. 18:15:10

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: that is )O(n the grand s(ale )O(f things, yes. as stars burn )O(ut... nebulas (annibalize... bla(k holes (ontinuously empty and replenish themselves... all (y(les (an be rendered into arid simplifi(ation. ?:C 18:17:30

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: this is... another silly matter )O(f perspe(tive. 18:17:49

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: stīll. īt dōēs nōt rēndēr īt ānȳ lēss trūē. 18:18:11

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: nōt tō wōrrȳ, nātūrāllȳ. ȳōū wīll prōbāblȳ dīē ān ūnēvēntfūl dēāth. :> 18:18:29

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ȳōūr dīgnītȳ wīll rēmāīn īntāct. hōpēfūllȳ. 18:18:45

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: the tone )O(f these truths are subje(tive, however... i (annot be (ertain my death will embody su(h pea(e. 18:19:39

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: pērhāps nōt. thōūgh īn cōnsīdērātīōn ōf thē tȳpīcāl stātīstīc, īt īs ēntīrēlȳ līkēlȳ. 18:20:30

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (omparably... the traditional death )O(f purplebloods are a spe(ta(ular (eremony... filled with mourning parades... and the terminal honor departing with )O(ne last performan(e )O(f sorts. 18:22:55

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: though... i (ouldn't de(ide whether i'd enjoy dying... with )O(r without the )O(lden frills atta(hed. 18:23:55

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: i will say... your attendan(e to my death would be quite wel(ome... yet in(redibly doubtful in your lifetime. ):C 18:26:05

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: tērrīblȳ ūnlīkēlȳ, ȳēs. :> thōūgh ī dō nōt cārrȳ ōūt prōcēssīōn. ī mērēlȳ hāndlē thē bōdīēs ōf thōsē cūllēd īn thē strēēts ānd dīspōsē ōf thēm. ī ām cērtāīn whōēvēr hāndlēs ȳōūr cōrpsē wīll dō sō wīth ōūtmōst ēffīcācȳ. ūvū 18:27:31

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: perhaps... )O(r perhaps i'll never be found. 18:36:44

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: thāt īs ālsō ā pōssībīlītȳ. ōvō 18:37:02

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: i've given some thought... to the best death venue... whi(h is entombing myself beforehand... in a suite (omplex.... lavished in all my a((omplishments. 18:41:42

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[color=#0050a0]> “Jegus fucking [i]shit,[/i]” you spout. It doesn’t change your opinion, or your tone, but... puts things into perspective. “No, haven’t done any of that — not a violent person, don’t destroy on principle, just don’t bother with that side of things, mean- considered not killing myself when I was with Shrive, but sort of the only compromise I really made for her.” It’s an easy environment to get lost in. You don’t even realize you’ve said it until well into the sentence. And somehow, you don’t exactly... [i]care.[/i][br] [br]> “Devoted myself to different causes, did the stupidest shit, but always sort of just [i]gave.[/i] Was terrible to myself in exchange — no solutions, only tradeoffs, perfect solution drops the stuff that won’t matter.” Gog, you’re really not great at this consoling thing. It’s a discussion, have to contribute somehow, Voures, and shit in order of that won’t work well enough without the reasoning. Why are you so invested here of all places. [br] [br]> You glance across the room to the chaise pockmarked with cigarette burns. The shoes still colored like strawberry and soot. The ring, the reminder, the fear that doesn’t exist. “Never repeated the same mistakes, though —— and wasn’t a mistake when I did. Always learning, you know, whole fucked point of memory is to compile a complete frame of life... [i]been[/i] terrible. Don’t doubt you can recover, either, Dromen, shit’s a project and nothing’s an easy trade.” 23:36:19

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Saturday 11 March 2023

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> [color=teal]"Yeah, its tragic how often we trolls will accept second best or third best just to feel better about our mistakes. Some things you can't fix, some things you can. You can move on from that quadrant bullshit because it's not like you're going to die over it."[/color] Arthel understood that first and foremost, Yesery was probably in dire straights to unload about how miserable her entire existence up to this point had been. Of course, there was a vain pride that his own suffering was superior, but that ultimately didn't change anything in the conversation. Especially since, he didn't elaborate further on his own issues. [br] [br]> [color=teal]"If you can't see yourself following through with tasks, then stop assigning tasks to yourself that you can't complete."[/color] Secondarily, the teal was unconsolable because he would never forgive himself. Knowing well, that most others just usually needed an area in which they could talk and not be judged. It made his work far easier than it was in the past, knowing how to talk to others. [br] [br] > Arthel took another puff of his cigarette, leaving an ample enough pause on the talk for it to be assumed Yesery was supposed to continue on with another thing. Seems he'd said all he needed to say on the subject at hand, at least. 00:14:15

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[color=#0050a0]> It’s not that you’re particularly grateful for Arthel listening. It’s just easy, you’re rubber-ducking out the problem, and you’re sort of as simple a problem as anything else. You fidget with your mood ring, trying to summon the emotion to [i]just push it down,[/i] but. It just isn’t welling up.[br] [br]> “Was actually going to die in spite of it, but- ...don’t really feel like doing it anymore. Mean, don’t get me wrong, alright, can’t stand it when people misjudge me, don’t wanna misrepresent myself in front of you and everything, am a strong woman, know what I’m doing, stubborn as fuck and know my limits. Pretty fucking confident it isn’t one of them, but can’t just go with it, alright, not as simple as that.”[br] [br]> Despite all that, you’re still smiling. He can’t see, doesn’t matter, not relevant, but still [i]happening.[/i] It’s been kind of boring since Anaise lost her excuse to stay with you.[br] [br]> “Can agree on some things, at least, though — can get over Shrive, feel like I have, still have the right to tell her she shouldn’t feel alright being treated like shit, fuck, used to even be endearing when she focused on the wrong thing.” You blow out a [i]long fucking sigh[/i] when you’re realizing where you’re going with this again. Yesery’s got an impressive lung capacity. “Point is, know I’m a hypocrite, well-established; not over her, but all my shit isn’t about her, either, alright. [cont] 00:35:25

> “Know I can fix the plan, know I can stop the plan, just have to decide and can’t think about it while I’m talking to you. Rose tinted lenses or whatever, fuck if I know.” 00:36:52

agh good enough 00:37:09

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> [color=teal]"So long as you're being honest and it's all under control, I really don't give a scutterbeast's ass. And you're right, you can tell her how you felt during it. There ain't nothing wrong with that, you just should probably refrain from doing so around me or other people on the memo. It's a bit too personal to just flaunt around."[/color] Arthel had to breathe, since his smokers lungs were not all powerful. In the spanse of breathing, he thought about how much he hated Quadrants. How god damned much he loathed quadrants. Then he exhaled , trying to find where he was at the end of his sentence. [color=teal]"... Fuckin' uh, it's your life. I'm not your keeper."[/color] Seems he did end up losing his train of thought anyway. [br] [br]> [color=teal]"You make yourself pretty easy to misjudge, given that you talk so much."[/color] That was a tiny little jab, but it was done in good faith from him. Hearing them eventually backdown from prior statements and say they could move on got him to relax his shoulders. It was a lot of work, and it got him to think about problems in his own life he could've solved just by talking. Not many at all. [br] [br] >[color=teal] "Fuck if I know, anyway. You'll probably find more suitors or whatever it is you want when you're opening up your horizons."[/color] At some point, the sound of an opening door and a ringing bell was heard. Arthel had entered the gas station and went through the meal-ordering process. Still entirely on the phon 01:02:07

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[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]I am God's Hungriest driver. 01:07:12

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??: (( AUGH CLASSIC PARP COLOURS IT BURNS 01:33:50

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CC: (( I WILL DEAL WITH IT FOR NOW. 01:37:49

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CC: (( who tf up rn for something or other 01:42:59

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CC: (( it's been a while i wanna rp!! 01:44:24

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CC: bluh... 01:57:21

CC: finally finiZhed that diy project i had... 01:57:45

CC: i deZerve a lie down... and a nap... and a drink or two 01:58:13

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: Why d+ y+u think that. 02:10:04

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