Friday 10 March 2023

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: dont think im even there anymore // 04:28:15

RR: What the hell is wrong with you?? That is sixk. 04:28:15

RR: Sick. 04:28:17

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: im on your level // 04:28:19

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: dont think im even there anymore // 04:28:19

RR: We treat one another as *equals* you know. She isnt...just some big shot barking orders at me. 04:29:02

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RR: Why cant you just admit. That youre jealous. 04:29:22

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: mean could give that a dignified response but dont think i want to make you care enough to cry // 04:29:22

> OH NO. SPILLING THE TEA. 04:29:37

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[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]Fucking hell you two are the worst when you're near each other. 04:30:06

RR: You want to make me cry? 04:30:20

RR: Yesery started it. 04:30:42

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[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]Then be better and stop it. 04:30:57

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]It's not hard. 04:31:00

RR: Depending on whats said next I will stop. 04:31:15

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]Please for your own wellbeing Yesery try to move on, since it isn't doing you any favors. 04:31:21

RR: Until then its free game. 04:31:22

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]You can defend yourself and your matesprite, that's fine. Yesery is just hurt about it, and they're okay too. This isn't okay. What's going on in here. We're about to go offworld most of us, so this shit will literally be in the past. 04:32:07

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RR: Apparently not. 04:32:53

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: literally not that okay could not give less of a shit about a shark never said you were taking orders from her saying her presence is bigger used the words placated im saying you feel better with her cause shes more real to you than me the fuck would i move on // 04:32:56

RR: I need a drink. 04:33:33

> absolutely seething. 04:33:46

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]Go for a drink, I need to talk to Yesery. 04:33:53

RR: Dont need to tell me twice. 04:34:13

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]Aye. 04:34:18

[color=#333]> so would nimdaa if they were watching this (losing their mind) 04:34:54

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[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: cant move on have a steel trap pan remember everything remember sleeping on saelres floor crying in phaneus lap after you told me to leave before you got there staying up with anaise talking shit about everything i needed to remember every fucking moment feel them all at the same time feel you and feel your absence and its so gogdamn useless that im too well oiled to let that die // 04:35:20

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[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: dont want you to cry literally said the opposite dont want to make you worse just because you asked for it // 04:36:00

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Okay, font off. [**Arthel's Phone Number is here.] 04:36:09

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Can you call that Yesery, yeah? Do me a solid. 04:36:21

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: // 04:36:34

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: // 04:36:37

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: fine at least you wont be texting and driving // 04:36:49

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Very funny. 04:37:00

RR: I have said i am sorry on multiple occasions. 04:37:09

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] [font=Georgia]I got this. Do not worry. 👍 04:37:39

> Gonna have a little sippy sippy. 04:37:56

RR: Oh yes. No worries here. 04:38:03

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: yeah remember those too sorry doesnt mean shit honestly if you make mistakes fix it for the next time deal with the consequences im just the collateral // 04:38:05

RR: Just the massive amount of *guilt* 04:38:18

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: im not like you dont // 04:38:23

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: // 04:38:27

RR: I cant fix what happened because it already has. So what is the point. 04:38:49

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Please just call me so I can get you out of this memo, yeah? Save your dignity. 04:38:57

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/HwwYMW5][color=#0050a0]TD[/color][/url][/u]: doubt it matters regardless honestly // 04:39:02

RR: It does matter if you keep USING what happened as ammunition. 04:39:49

RR: 8:l 04:40:00

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] God damn it. 04:40:03

> Gog, you’ve never used your phone as a phone before. Fuck. You don’t have friends. Not ones who do that, at least.[br] [br]> [Unknown caller. Unincorporated territory, boltslash province.] (Accept) (Deny) 04:41:00

> Yesery's first phonecall. Historical moment. 04:42:00

RR: God damn it indeed. 04:42:10

> (Accept.) [br] "Hey, this is Arthel." Arthel made sure to say that first, because he is learned in the ways of society. 04:42:25

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> No. You greet people by saying "What is up, bitch?" 04:42:53

> jesse pinkman... 04:44:16

> its time to cook jesse 04:45:35

> “Yesery Voures, civil engineer, forest hater, spreadsheet queen slash eidetic slantways brickwall extraordinaire.” You talk… exactly how you type. No pauses, no variation in tone. It’s a long, low drone with no hint it’ll end until suddenly it does. “The fuck do you think this can help, alright, spent six perigees stewing Shrive’s shit in my mind. Talked it out enough — feedback works, relevant, actionable, useful, end of list.” 04:47:20

> FOREST HATER 04:48:00

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> You listed everything except your laundry list of Empire work permits and the tragic backstory you don’t want Shrive hearing cause you don’t want her to think about you. 04:50:29

> Arthel's voice is just kind of a voice, he talks like a person would. Truly God's strongest Jekyll and Hyde. After being bombarded by Yesery speech, he takes a few seconds to go over what he had heard. More so just pooling thoughts into his own mind so he could say something that would do them any good. [br] [color=teal]"It's about you not liking yourself, I imagine? I do a lot of the same shit and it seemed to fit my idea of you."[/color] [br] [br]> Arthel of course, kept notebooks on the people who spoke to in Memo's because he is severely powerful. 04:51:38

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> Online! 04:55:09

CL: greetings. 04:55:24

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RR: Salutations. 04:58:01

RR: CL. 04:58:04

> Who is this CL? A mystery. 04:58:17

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Howdy. 04:58:28

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> Truly. Nobody is capable of sleuthing her identity. 04:58:54

> Definitely not Arthel, he's dumb as fuck. 04:59:33

((scaw ur handles misspelt 04:59:38

CL: hOw are yOu all. 04:59:48

(( RBEL 04:59:50

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Currently doing my best. 05:00:03

((i'm rdio rbel 05:00:18

RR: ((IS IT. 05:00:42

RR: (( im gonna acream. 05:01:00

RR: Im having a drink. 05:01:19

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> "Not all one thing, Dromen. Can like myself perfectly fine and hate the shit that it means about me, can love the way that I treated her but hate how she is, can realize what I think doesn't matter cause my bullshit plot to meet the drones means that I don't have excuses not to make friends anymore. Appreciate the empathy, realize it's supposed to mean a lot, but the shit I say about myself has jack nothing in order of relevance to Shrive's perfect-servant panwaves." You sigh, and let your head thump against corrugated metal wall in a vague approximation of rest. "Used to think she was perfect. Don't think I was wrong about the positive qualities, just can't be the part I focus on anymore. Pick a lane, at least, alright -- Ferrus or Voures." 05:01:41

CL: Oh? 05:01:57

CL: what drink. 05:02:01

> SERVANT PANWAVES. 05:02:19

RR: Rum. Its just from the bottle. Nothing special. 05:02:52

> I've written paragraphs on paragraphs of Yesery ranting about Shrive in my notes app for a while now. 05:03:53

> I love that. 05:04:08

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> actually i should like. reference that if im writing this shouldnt i 05:06:31

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CL: what is the OccasiOn? Or is the OccassiOn tO be drunk? 05:07:39

> [color=teal]"It's not easy."[/color] [br]Arthel spoke with his natural flow he had. The type that had everything in it. That's what he thought was important to introduce as a concept. [br] > [color=teal]"If it was easy to understand, it wouldn't work out anyway. I used to have someone I cared about real bad, and sitting around stewing in that hatefulness isn't doing you any solids. You're going to keep hurting about it, and just because you get over it doesn't mean it gets any easier. No, all you can do is put your best foot forward and try your hardest to find something to smile about. Please do not make the same mistakes I have made and let little stupid things that happened now shape your entire life. You're practically immortal. This too shall pass."[/color] 05:08:29

RR: Its just to numb my nerves. It will pass. 05:09:22

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] I'd drink but I have to be a mature troll for one day in my life. 05:09:59

RR: That is sad. 05:11:41

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] You're telling me. 05:12:04

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CL: tragic. 05:18:01

> You cackle like a hyena getting electrocuted by a short-circuiting radiator.[br] [br]> "...Not [i]invincible,[/i] Arthel. Not emotionally developed, not a lover, not a fighter, not a coward, not a wife, don't have time or I'd be spending it and I'd have something better to do. Am just... here. Seems stupider by the day, but wasn't designed for that kind of calculation. Made the plan, sticking to it, can't just shed my shit at the door cause staying in Shrive's orbit means I have to be healthy. Don't even think the [i]calendar[/i] matters. Just... not immortal. Kicking the bucket..."[br] [br]> ...Ugh, your hair is a fucking mess. [br] [br]> "Where are you, anyway. Can handle my shit just fine if I have something to work out, at least." 05:19:10

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> There cackling is very much unlike their usual speaking voice, Arthel takes out his notebook and holds his phone against his shoulder so he can write that detail down about them. Holding the wheel while he was on the straight line highway with his knees. [br]- [br] > [color=teal]"I'm on the highway, currently planning out if I'm going to get a sub from a gas station. Thinking something with porkbeast strips, moobeast roast, and mayonaise."[/color] Arthel would need more time to align his thoughts so he could attempt to be helpful again. So, he was currently content to continue talking about little things with them. 05:34:36

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> If Yesery saw Arthel taking notes while she was speaking, there’s a nonzero chance she jumps his bones immediately.[br] [br]> “Fucking boring, honestly. Gas stations can’t make sandwiches, don’t roast their own meat unless they don’t have paved roads,” you recite, as if this were common knowledge about gas station meat. “Buy a hot dog, chop it to pieces with your whittling knife, stick it in, then layer on a piece of cheese and blowtorch it over your sandwich. Only decent fuel at a gas station is alcohol, honestly, should have really gotten an electric scuttlebuggy if you were going on the road to anywhere. Better miles-per-gallon equivalent, easier to charge with conventional psionics, no reliance on gas station clerks to upcharge your soda slash glorified bundle of grease while you pump the blood of the earth through a craft wrought from its bones.”[br] [br]> Tap, tap, tap. Finger, heel, finger. It’s better to lay up against the side than to curl in a ball in the middle. It’s good for you to talk to somebody new. 06:04:57

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> [color=teal]"Or, perhaps, I just eat my sub and pay for my gas. If the guy tries to upcharge me I'll just let it happen."[/color] [br] - [br]> This was of course, a fair trade. They would have a chance to get away from that situation and Arthel's fledgling braincells could be defended from reading a once were lover's quarrel. They would never know for a second what a real lover's quarrel was, but hey, that is what happens when socially inept trolls try to pursue romance. It never works out. Arthel's eyes stared off into the distance while he pondered his own languishments. It was impossible to truly express for him, but this conversation made it very easy for him to remember how far he had fallen away from everything he once believed in. Despite it all, he was still a terrible muddy person for letting his own joys be tainted by infatuations he could've controlled. Arthel gave a long sigh, more so the deflating breath of a lifetime slipping from his mouth carelessly into the open air. Pointless and ineffectual. Hello World. [br]- [br]> [color=teal]"That's too much effort for me, I'd rather eat a slice of loaf than blowtorch a phallic shape." 06:16:44

[url=https://youtu.be/zF0gGS548YY?t=5][color=#0f6464][u]CS:[/u][/color][/url] Arthel Dromen, calling in. 06:16:50

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> “Money’s bullshit, so are highways, fact that you’re reliant on it’s just because the military’s needs were made defunct. Tech’s better now, still stuck with the system that lost out on relevancy fifteen hundred sweeps ago.” You shrug, but he can’t see it. It’s a well-reasoned-out line of thinking, and one you could justify if you wanted to. Half of it is just to put words in your mouth. It’s an opinion, but it’s not performative — you’re not just spouting nonsense to impress him, at least. “Been handling my pile of a personality with your thumbs while you’re driving, the fuck would be the difference between doing that and a blowtorch. Leveraging a skill, Dromen. Be consistent about it.” 06:31:08

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> [color=teal] "My work as a hitman has made money kind of a joke. I can live comfortably for the rest of my entire life. My parting gift from the love of my life was a lump sum if I'd do one last hit for them. It wasn't really worth it, though."[/color] [br] Arthel, was glad to have helped Yisery even if it wasn't an immediate solution to their problems. The only thing he could think of was impulsive, and it required getting his hands dirty. [color=teal]"I'm just old fashioned, really. And talking to you is easy, give yourself credit."[/color] Perhaps it was easy talking to them, because this Shining Exemplar of Teal Culture was far too equipped to talk with trolls. Speaking about things he doesn't ultimately believe in. The rigidity of his lifestyle always made him robust and ready to handle any situation life could throw at him. [br] > [color=teal]"Hm." 06:38:38

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testing testing dreambubble? 06:39:22

ah, seems that mine post hath been consumed... 06:39:31

no? it wasn't? huh? 06:39:43

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