Friday 10 March 2023

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> Huh. That’s a lot of violence, just in the parts he openly shares. Cannibal killing. Et cetera. It doesn’t faze you, but you don’t just ignore it. It just feels like a waste of time and energy when he could do anything else.[br] [br]> Steps at a time, Voures. You keep yourself talking, keep your mental notes running. You’re worse at talking and easier at referencing. It all works out in the end.[br] [br]> “Can understand that enough, yeah. Could have been a private contractor if I tried. Money in that, didn’t need it, didn’t want it, didn’t have anybody to share the prosperity with if I cared about it. Could have been [i]anything[/i], just——“[br] [br]> It’s not a trail off or a pause, but a stop. [i]Full[/i] stop, the kind that would make someone think the line was disconnected with how continuous the rest of her speech is. On the other end of the line, it would be easier to see — Yesery was frozen, just pushing through the next word. Mouth agape. The sentence is finished, but still incomplete.[br] [br]> One second. Two seconds. Five.[br] [br]> “-Stuck in the woods, instead, doesn’t matter, though, sunk cost fallacy, plan’s there for a reason regardless and shit; don’t mind the conventionality of it, honestly, kind of refreshing — whole deal of yours is, actually — but guess I can credit myself enough on that if you’re insisting on it. Not really used to people saying that about me, though, so just don’t consider it that way.” 07:38:56

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(( how you be doing that proper breaks? 07:44:50

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br two spaces br 07:49:30

instead of one you do two 07:49:42

dreambubble is weird 07:49:52

weeeird 07:50:42

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(overcome weakness, embrace power 07:53:22

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dreambubble is weird 07:57:08

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> A lot of violence had summed up the majority of Arthel's pitiful existence as he would call it. It wouldn't surprise him if he out of anyone had killed the most living things in the time he had been alive compared to all those he knew. Despite his earlier troubles talking to her, it seems that Arthel did finally figure out that some things she applied more emphasis to in her own ways. It meant that she usually cared about something if she brought it up initially, his list of things to think about expanded. A lot of things said usually left a lingering though, that they always had something more to say but just never knew the way to use words. Arthel took the dreadful 5 second passing to think. [br] [br] > [color=teal]"My whole deal?" 08:02:14

(weak no more, strength only >:v 08:02:29

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> “Yeah, whole deal — interesting, don’t apologize for who you are, ask questions that aren’t useless, rely on yourself, seem to have the whole pride thing together, honestly — kind of fucking ridiculous to make a list on that angle, though, just the shit I’ve noticed so far. Small sample size, just——“[br] [br]> The fuck are you even [i]trying to say here?[/i] You can’t tell if it’s useful, or relevant, or if it’s even appropriate. Really roping him into it all this fast. But you guess you’ve done this all the time. You just don’t have an excuse.[br] [br]> “—think it’s kind of admirable.” 08:28:59

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> [color=teal]"I'm a terrible man, Yisery."[/color] Arthel responded as casually as he did anything else. Like somehow it was the only natural response he had. Arthel realized how socially inept he was acting, and bit down on his tongue gently. The only way to salvage the situation was to deflect, or to perhaps to just take it on the cheek and move on like it didn't matter. There was a ping of guilt, to have unfortunately fooled another person into thinking he was a valuable member of society. Underneath the stifling monocle he held to his life, he still felt comfort in defeat. Yisery was no longer as badly wound up in her issues, seems they had calmed down or had found something to fill their thoughts with. Actions however, always spoke louder than words. [br] [br] > [color=teal]"And despite how much negativity you bring to your own table, Yis, you're fine. Go easy on yourself every once in awhile, even if it goes against your plans."[/color] Arthel always found it easier to help others with issues of their existence, because he was painfully aware of how much his entire life felt like a running gag. [br] [br]> [color=teal]"Perhaps you really are a little crazy if you find me 'admirable',"[/color] If there was a way to hear the amplification of a word, the word admirable was spoken with a bit of venom. It was different than his usual composedness. It was most certainly poised at himself than her. 08:42:29

FUCK. I know it's Yesery. God damn it. 08:43:00

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> ...Huh. How do you even respond to that? You aren’t an expert, you don’t know him, you can’t just [i]get involved,[/i] Voures — shit matters regardless of the way you cut it. [br] [br]> Thorough as you are, you... don’t actually address his advice to you verbally. You won’t forget it, but you can’t... focus on it, right now. All the right words in all the right order, and the plan doesn’t seem so airtight anymore. [br] [br]> Still though, you have to say something.[br] [br]> “Completely fucking dead-on level, for the record — measuring accurately, even if it’s a shittily small sample size — proof off your end is anecdotal or biased, slash based on irrelevant criteria — whole thing could get thrown out in science court.” You chuckle like a garbage disposal, levity leaking through the ramble before you at least try to get back to a regulated normal. “See that same kind of shit in myself, you know — why I brought it up, so won’t accept any real proof I’m crazy if you won’t do the same.” 09:09:55

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(so then they boom the whole place :v 09:28:48

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> Arthel figured that it would've been easier to start off with the simple things. He had a permanent list of each and every troll his hands had ever snuffed the life out of. People who had at some points depended on him. There was for the first time a few seconds of silence which had emanated from his end of the phone. However, there were rules to society. You do not dump your exploits and failings to others to receive strength from their pity. Pity was evil. No, when you told a story you had to make it the most blunt truth a soul could give. [br]Arthel gave a small little exhale out of his nose, it came off with the same energy a laugh would through the phone. It would've been easy to point out how despite familiarity with suffering from inadequacy, the well from which he pooled his self doubt was bore deep into the core of his being. The empty sky bore down at him with Malice. Arthel rested the phone on his shoulder before he fetched himself a cigarette. Lighting it and rolling his windows down. [br] [br] > [color=teal]"Yeah, I guess you're right. You're not crazy,"[/color] the teal acquiesced. [color=teal]"Hell, I think I've earned calling myself terrible. I highly doubt you took your hands to someone's spinal column and dislodged it because a contract specified to do so, especially after knowing the person for an extended period of three sweeps. And I doubt you would have done it to try to get someone to feign interest in you despite them not showing an ounce of care 09:31:46

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NP: ((Hehe 15:44:07

*narcissisticPrima is no longer idle!* 15:44:33

NP: Wake up. Fuckheads. 15:44:41

NP: Meet your maker. Im your god. 15:44:53

* electricAvenue online. 15:48:20

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: Eyup. 15:48:23

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: my god... has the de(en(y to use proper grammar. 15:49:37

NP: Youre agreein then? 15:49:40

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: D+ y+u have a g+d. 15:49:52

NP: From this day fourth youre my fuckin minion. 15:49:52

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I'm taking n+tes. 15:49:56

NP: Got it, pissy pants? 15:49:57

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: \:C 15:50:13

NP: I skipped school feeding who tf cares about that shit anyways. 15:50:55

NP: Only the smartest trolls r self educated. 15:51:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: It's s+rt +f imp+rtant. 15:51:08

NP: Im gonna die at a young age. Im living life 15:51:40

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: Educati+n is the +nly path t+ a fulfilled life. 15:51:45

NP: Fuck the system 15:51:48

NP: Burn that bitch down. 15:51:53

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I'm n+t saying t+ stick with the system. 15:52:05

NP: Are u sure. 15:52:26

NP: Dont be a weenie 15:52:40

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: Y+u just need an alternative. 15:52:41

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I'm n+t that. 15:52:48

NP: Sounds like somethin a yellow ween would say 15:53:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: That's ad h+minem. 15:53:18

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: What's y+ur name. 15:53:27

NP: Hominem wtf is that. 15:53:52

NP: Zianna. You can just call me Z tho its whatevs. 15:54:03

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: --h. 15:54:33

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: That's a str+ng name. 15:54:38

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I'm Alsaka. 15:54:51

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: My hatchmates call me S+ri. 15:54:57

NP: You gonna be a ship battery or wat. 15:55:44

NP: What are your aspects in life, pal. 15:55:52

NP: Inform me to the utmost TENTH degree 15:56:01

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I'm t-- abn+rmal t+ be a battery. 15:56:30

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: that it is. 15:56:34

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: They'll run tests +n me if they get the chance. 15:56:42

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: (( ok that sent late omit 15:56:55

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: Sure, th+ugh. 15:57:01

NP: You aint got no wowie powers huh? 15:57:52

NP: Ehh i dint have none of that bullshit either 15:58:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: I d+. 15:58:16

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: They're p+werful. 15:58:28

NP: Then i guess you really are a freak. 15:58:33

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: There's just n+t en+ugh energy. 15:58:34

NP: Congratulations. 15:58:38

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: so... what is it you're nar(issisti( about, if not powers..? 15:58:50

[url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][u][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/u][/url]: My pr+spects are pretty g--d, th+ugh. I live al+ne. I get bread every week fr+m a l+cal cafe. I +nly w+rk every third day. And I d+n't have any valuables if s+me+ne tried t+ break int+ my h+use. 15:59:10

NP: Im probably the most superior rustblood youve ever fuckin met. 15:59:33

NP: Everyone else is shit. 15:59:41

NP: (Except for me and im horrible) 15:59:51

NP: Truly. 15:59:54

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: what makes you superior..? 15:59:58

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NP: I aint some imperial dog for one. 16:00:13

NP: MAy i take ya HaT mister highblood. 16:00:22

NP: Why yes. I WILL SHINE YOUR SHOES AND LET YA REST THEM UPON MY BACKSIDE FOR SUPPORT. 16:00:42

NP: Fuckin losers man 16:00:52

NP: Fuck that. 16:00:56

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: "mister" is presumptuous... i anyway haven't experien(ed that degree )O(f subordination... perhaps the minimal standard that (omes with the limited )O(ption )O(f servi(e jobs..? 16:02:36

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: to... you know, survive. 16:03:18

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NP: Theres the kicker. 16:04:08

NP: Oh this is jst too fuckin R I C H 16:04:17

NP: Im *dyin* as we speak. Literally. Hello, im terminally ill. 16:04:49

NP: I got about three good sweeps left, honey bunches. 16:05:07

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: hm. 16:06:04

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NP: Yeah great reaction 16:06:34

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CT: D --> ((WHY AM I EQUIUS 16:08:09

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[color=#9e9900]EA: Huh. 16:08:14

[color=#9e9900]EA: +kay. 16:08:26

[color=#9e9900]EA: I like the pride. 16:08:39

[color=#9e9900]EA: I don’t see why it has to be fueled by spite, though. 16:08:52

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: well, you aren't presentably down(ast )O(n the subje(t... i shouldn't substitute sadness for you. ?:C 16:09:02

NP: ((Because. Youre strong friend. 16:09:12

NP: One a my most redeemin qualities 16:09:28

(( c-... c-caca... 16:09:32

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ((ī cōūld dēstrōȳ ȳōū wīth rēlātīvē ēāsē 16:10:49

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: The pride, +r the spite. 16:11:39

[color=#000]*[/color]gleefulCacasthesia [GC] [color=#000]is no longer an idle troll![/color] 16:11:58

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: hēllō. :> 16:12:16

(( u already have, miss caca 16:12:19

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Eyup. 16:12:27

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: D+ y+u want s+me s+up, Zianna. 16:12:35

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: I’ve g+t extra. 16:12:44

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: whāt īs thē cūrrēnt tōpīc ōf dīscūssīōn? 16:13:49

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: hi... i don't suppose you're timely here to examplar the stereotype as des(ribed by nar(issisti(..? 16:14:27

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī wōūld nōt dēfīnē mȳsēlf ās ā nārcīssīst. ī wōūld hōwēvēr lābēl mȳsēlf ān ēgōīst, whīch ōnē sūppōsēs īn īts ōwn sēnsē rēqūīrēs ā dēgrēē ōf nārcīssīsm. ^v^ 16:15:39

[url=https://imgur.com/a/m8mxk][color=#324ab2][u]CC[/u][/color][/url]: no... they are nar(issisti(... (redited in their handle? 16:16:35

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī ām āfrāīd ī ām nōt fōllōwīng. tō whōm dō ȳōū rēfēr? :> 16:17:12

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: What’s y+ur subscripti+n t+ existentialism like. 16:17:47

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: īn whāt rēgārd prēcīsēlȳ? ōvō 16:19:20

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NP: What kinda soups 16:21:35

NP: Shit better not be watery as fuck. 16:21:43

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ōnīōn sōūp īs āccēptāblē. :> 16:21:54

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: ī prēfēr thē ūsē ōf cōndēnsēd ūddērbēāst lāctātē fōr mȳ sōūps. 16:22:38

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[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: mȳ mīstākē, ī mīswrōtē. īt īs ēvāpōrātēd ūddērbēāst lāctātē. :> nōt cōndēnsēd. 16:24:05

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[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: Three bean s+up. 16:24:13

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: There’s s+me spice in it. 16:24:24

NP: What kind of beans. I thought there was only one 16:24:26

[url=https://imgur.com/a/UHEMad5]GC[/url]: lēgūmēs ārē plēntīfūl. 16:24:40

NP: What kind of beans. I thought there was only one 16:24:45

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[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: There’s s+me spice in it. 16:24:55

[u][url=https://imgur.com/a/mNcCsFU][color=#9e9900]EA[/color][/url][/u]: In regard t+ if it’s w+rth it t+ p+nder the questi+n. 16:25:08

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